do i love muttons or do i love azlan?
azlan. but i like muttons alot ar.their humour. sigh..
Justin said this insult:you're so ugly that when you ask
your dad where did you come from, he said SPCA!
and your head's so small that when you get your ears
pierced you died. hehehe^-^
FUNNY!!
anyway.. promised bby that i'll take a photo of meself
in uniform when i start working. tnah! on top. hehe..

you know.. after 3days of not meeting, i thought i'll be damn fine without him. nope.. wrong. i so miss him. so so badly. its like.. not seeing him for 6days straight. ohwait! i havent seen him for 6days straight. yea. damn. cant believe i can still be here typing this crap. dont even feel like going online since he aint there. checking my phone every minute just in case he msged but i didnt feel it. and when i received a msg and am too busy to read i get so damn frantic and distracted from my work. what's gonna happen to me when he goes ns i wonder. yea. he in camp and fasting makes it worse for the me who is busy with work. sighh.. me with night shifts means can't meet le. yea.

anyway.. on monday i think. monday? yea probably. we went sentosa. we as in my class HS0804 and not we with him. yea. went palawan beach play volleyball frisbee and captain's ball. it has been like a year since i played with a ball? yea. haha.. such memories. sentosa food really very ex ar. den after that, that as in eating, we go siloso. play more and since got a club nearby with music blasting, ppl had to dance. yea i admit i moved a littlelittle bit. music makes my muscle twitch. music makes some ppl get spasms or fits. or whatever. yea. not me ar! haha? den ppl swim and stuff blahblah.. den we go eat dinner at cineleisure and guess what.. i had to be home by 7 and it was alr 8! oops. coz got insurance agent waiting for my p-flower signature and i forgot. poor dude. i'm so sorry. anyway now, if i die, my family gets 150,000 i think. haha.. wooo! i should just die now. for my family. that is they give like 20% to bby. hehehe.. gotta say not bad la class bonding. at least got activity to rmb. yea.

ohyes. work. got no time to tell by bout this part yet.. BBY READ HERE!!
okay here goes. started on ytd. tuesday ba. yup. den actually i very happy ar. coz clear plates hor got one big tub de so very easy. wont drop. BUT today some big boss come say CANNOT! so too bad.. cant use tub unless its weekends. SHIT! so yea. got this dude. man. hahaha. ermm he teach me lots of stuff la. techniques. so i taught he was like so nice! den he whispered THE LADY is gonna test you in 2 days. ticktockticktock. SHIT! so today i tried carrying with tray lor. doing pretty fine ar. but de kitchen kinda cram and de chawanmushi ojiji always block my way and i shy to say sumimasen. excuse me. so yea i will wait till he notice i'm there. cant blame me la. ojiji limping leh. cannot keep asking him to move neh? ohyea i pretty happy working there since me being a nihon fan!! i know some songs and can actually hum to them^-^ shiawase~ first day i got to try de 3 types of chawan made by ojiji den after work got sushi and another chawan to eat. mygosh. calories. another c word i forgot. that can cause heartattack de. yea. today work till 5.30 nia but got to eat a gyoza during lunch. WOOO! yea. and got some ppl try frying de garlic rice at the teppan there so got alot den we eat oso. like dog hor? unwanted food we eat. but the food not bad ar. tmr night shift again so maybe got food? but the apparently strict manager is gonna come so hmmm.. maybe not. i wanna get nicer black shoes. currently wearing my sis's shoes. too big ar. haha.. *i need to pee but later ar* oh yes. i like here coz no need pin hair! wehehehe~ den can chat with ppl too so ROCKS! kinda ba. hope miss strict wont ruin my little ray of sunlight. so the workers here are.. i have no idea! dono de names ar. but i know sheryll. manager. nice lady. hehehe.. den a kinda weird girl. service crew. talks alot but got speech probs. loves to translate what manager says into chinese for me. i suppose she's kind but ermm too much is irritating yea.. sorry. but she poor thing ar. dont think she's that bright and her dad beat her coz she make her umbrella spoil! how dare he. hmph. den got aunties. one english super good and another english ermm.. hmmm.. not that good ar. yea. got 2 boys today. one is de dude i met at briefing which i lent umbrella to and he returned. another is some dude who came like only 3hrs? just to help out during rush hour. awesome that dude. he be de runner and he good ar. i like no need help de. hehheh. den got a girl but i dono her ar. didnt work with her. de english auntie say she good at ass kissing. ooo~ hehehe.. guess i wont be seeing her much since she work 2 days nia. yup. i think i will be meeting more ppl tmr. got one call benedict! yummy~~ asif. hehehe.. ninini. waiting for bby to msg me. i guess that's pretty much my work experience for the 2 days. gotta learn to write fast and keep a steady hand. go me! hope that LADY wont be too harsh. but judging from her face and bad command of language, bet she be a real biatch! but still i shall try my best. oosh!

let's not forget that my sis birthday is less than 30minutes away.
BUT tmr i working till 10 and she'll be asleep so cant celebrate. and no present for her too. :( sorry sissy. last year i oso nvr give leh.. sighh.. make me seem so stingy. ohwell. my family planning to go holiday but dad had to be a scrooge and grouch everytime we choose a nicer place to go coz its expensive. he dare mention JAPAN and den complain its ex. he keep suggesting den grouch when my ma go check up on the places he suggested. coz ex. den suggest for what la! of course JAPAN ex can.. still dare tell me maybe we go JAPAN. RAWR!! >.<>

alright. i go pee le okay bby? love you! we talk next time.