SpoinkAge

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2010-02-10T00:04:00.002+08:00

its been so long.
suppose to be studying or catching some sleep but not in the mood.

whats been up.
went green day concert
went chester HUGE house
read the translation for gazette songs.
make me love them more
sigh
4 years since i started listening to them.4 years i've listened to cassis at least once a week. but now den i know its lyrics.makes me wonder how ruki really thinks.if he's a sad regretful guy.ahwell. decided today that i will go to japan once i graduate.so in this 1 year i will master conversational japanese.dont need anyone to go with me.just me and hopefully a ticket to gazette's concert.me and my wishful thinking again.like ma says.i'm selfish.i dont think about my parents and how they raised me up etcetc.life goes on.like how everyone's lives does.i feel lonely.

THE END!!

my life is in my hands!

2009-10-12T00:52:00.003+08:00

long overdued post.

so if i'm not wrong, the last time i posted was when i brokes.

den happiness was all around coz i not single again and hence didnt bother to post.

but here's what happened during my hols.

i went hongkong and shenzhen in sept.came back on 11 left on 7. fun time pretty much. shopped,disneyland.more shops.fat:)

met up wif sakae friends for cousin's bday.had fish n co with cousin xy amoses callum alvin.probs de first time celebrating cousin's bday. oops!

also i had co performance for lantern festival at esplanade de streets. hehheh.. i sucked la.shouldnt be there to perform lor. but luckiness i did.kinda fun too:) another performance in nov28. not sure if i'll be performing but i'll be happy regardless. fun to watch fun to perform too:)qun promises to come le!hehe^-^ misses my qunqun!

politics at co.complaints of my teacher slacking.now he wna quit.maybe wont have teacher after the nov concert.but hope all goes well. in fact in a few hrs time will be the announcement of my teacher's decision ba.

and then..

tried some stuff with family.lol!!!!!like swensens ice cream buffet with sis.mr curry with ma and sis.went for the opening of city square's metro to buy BRA!! lol!!!! funny sia first time so kiasu.heehee..i think its like $10 per bra for pierre cardin ones. lol bought like 16 in total for me sis and cousins.wahaha!!like suddenly grow boobs den desperate to buy.lol!den..buffets with sis.sakae.haha..ohhh and taichi class just started!no more yoga.hehehe.. taichi like easy sia. so much more relaxing.

guitar heroes sessions with my bobs and class. BYOB EXTREME MODE!yellsyellsyells into mic.woo~wahaha..even the mahjong ppl got distracted and came to yell with us:)

den today might probs be my last day at work.enough of work.i've got a pile saved up in bank.and with CO 3 times a week plus sch starting,i've got no time for work le.havent been visiting grandma for months. though sometimes its not something i look forward to. but still gotta have some family bonds ma.so yeap no more works.

begging for timetable to be out~~

till next time!

THE END!!

a little about me..

2009-07-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Interesting..wanna try this out too? go to hamachi's blog. there is a link there.

sugar rush

2009-07-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

a starbucks coffee a day makes you fat and unhealthy and broke.
hooked on the white choc mocha all thanks to someone introducing it to me! its a curse. really. just when i freed myself from bubble tea and started to curb my cravings for milk tea, starbucks came along. it is expensive. unhealthy. and available right outside my workplace! curses. of all the shops thomson plaza gotta have, they gotta have a starbucks. everytime i go to work, have a break or end work, i'll be tempted to walk there and order a white chocolate mocha decaf venti. the only thing stopping me is my light wallet. light and empty. so empty i couldnt even afford a bubble tea at $1 today:( this has got to stop!

well anyways, currently i have an A for HRL and B+ for ICCA. waiting for more results.. dono why Nagaoka sensei didnt give out jap results.. sigh:( really excited about it la. hope i top the class. WAHAHA!! ^-^ girls be ambitious! - miyavi. not a song i like. but the title rocks:)

really excited about the hongkong trip!! so really wanna go. better not have a cancellation or what nonsense ar! i wanna buy a haversack. definitely need that. den lots of clothes. and presents for sister, qun, corine and hannie. and gotta eat lots of dimsum! and tabao chicken feet back for chujun! and meet triad bosses and tycoons that gives out HK$1,000 notes to everyone they meet. WOO! as if. but really. i'm excited.
another interesting thing is the Disney Attachment! OMG!! $15,000 is CRAAAAAZY!! :( but it looks awesome, fuck those rich people who can afford it. sigh! but the next best would be the Accor hotels attachment i guess. ohwell. hope all goes well for me:) and everyone else:)

till next time!

THE END!!

2009-06-18T10:27:00.003+08:00

people say love hurts. but what hurts is losing a loved one.
to know that all that love is fading away.
the confusion of deciding what to do next.
to move on or to hang on.
to move on is to lose everything and to hope for something better.
to hang on is to bite my lips and make best of what i have.
i missed the time when we were still simple and plain. when we hugged, everything felt so real. look at me now. how much do i resemble of my past? not that change is bad but now all i do is fear that when i lose my looks i end up with nothing.
how can i not doubt our love when you get angry and ashamed when i look bad. if you wanna give me some fashion advice i'll accept but please put it less crudely. i am after all someone whom you love and you should care for my feelings more. it really spoils my day when you put me down early in the morning.
are you able to make a fool of yourself to show your love for me?
or is pride more important?
i'm someone who needs someone crazy. who is able to yell out loud that you love me. i dont need nail polish i dont need slimming treatments. i dont care so why must you care so much about my looks. i know i'm not perfect but cant we make it more interesting? like exercising together? remember when we went swimming together? how much fun we had.. i love those things. i just want to watch the world go by with you beside me.
so please. bring me to climb a mountain. i'll be waiting for you.

music mayhem

2009-06-17T09:02:00.002+08:00

such a long absence from here.. but anyway i'm back:)

been really busy with projects and still am busy with projects.

for the past two days i had my co camp, last saturday i had a co welcoming party. some days ago i went to raorao's guitar concert. met some juniors there. the concert was alright and i rmb there is this 11yr old boy, very damn good at the guitar man.. sadly he played a song that people barely appreciate.

a few days later i should be meeting with my friends again. meeting corine and zhehan on thurs:) oh which is tmr! haha.. blur me.

so.. a rough talk about my co cmap. its basically a young musicians camp for the secondary kids to come NYP. i was assigned to usher them and be their tour guide. luckily i had a funny partner, Tan Liang, so for most of the time the kids were entertained. The kids that we had to look after were dominated by mayflower sec girls and there was only two from beatty, one girl and one boy. so they kept really quiet throughout the day coz both were shy. i tried to entertain them but didnt get much reaction.. BUT on the second day of the camp, the beatty girl waved to me! i was so surprised and quite happy. at least my efforts were not wasted. and my partner Tan Liang, though the very china name, is a very english guy.

and.. my headphones broke down:( gotta buy a new one now...............................................

sobs.

ohwell that is what i work for. emergencies like this. but! no time to shop leh.. hahaha:(

well.. dont really wish to talk mush. going to work later. without my headphones:( sigh.. and i very hungry now.

till next time.

THE END!!

Stayover at Sentosa

2009-04-21T23:21:00.016+08:00

Action seh my picture. taken just this morning. still got the sleepy face got super tired. cant really sleep at the resort. coz i fussy.i dont dare to use their pillows and stuff sia. so i brought my own blanket to cover the bed. the bedsheet got stain lor.. den all de more i scared to sleep.. okay so now i'll start my story of sentosa:)

DAY 01 -
feeling excited and nervous. had lunch first before heading over to sentosa. arrived at Coasta Sands Resort around 1+pm. waited to be checked in at 2.30. saw the room. disappointed. saw the stains on the bed. disgusted. saw the burn marks on the floor. dreadful. wish i could have gone home right away. but anyway luckily i didnt! coz i really enjoyed myself:) so first day is to take photos la. walked de dragon trail, took some photos. take the tram, took some photos. take the bus, took some photos. went to a garden, took some photos. visited Merlion, took some photos. you know what i mean. since sis and dad loves to take photos so ma and i are the victims. mostly its me though coz ma will get grouchy in front of the camera. made to do stupid things like climd trees, sit on rocks. pose here, pose there. people staring. sigh.. so anyway to continue with my story, at the garden , we walked through a shelter and there was a couple sitting inside. the garden was pretty isolated. suspicious.. den at the merlion, we were taking photo when this china woman just stepped into our picture to wash her specs at the fountain. china ppl ar.. they really dont care if the water clean or not sia. there got toilet dono how to go wash. i wont be surprised if i see that woman drinking from the fountain. so dad start yelling at her to move. offensive but he is always like that when it comes to taking photos so it gets embarrassing. very. den the woman rolls her eyes at us. oops! but not my fault so not guilty:) so next stop we went palawan beach. the southern most point of continental Asia. WHOA!!!! big deal. haha.. saw this really great coconut tree to take at and guess what. dad went to hang himself on the coconut tree. it was so scary la! he always do stupid things like that de.. sighh.. anyway after palawan, it was time for dinner!! ate at Taste of Singapore. quite a nice place to eat. but everything here is expensive ar. with a bloated tummy, we headed for Images of Singapore. but close liao! :( but still must take photos. so we just take outside lor.. den.. i got to drink at coffee bean:) woo! happiness to get my chocolate drink:) mood booster! so we headed 'home' and watched some tv. S-Factor (Sonia de egoistic model went out) and Harper's Island (where i am reunited with Henry!) den slept. but the bedsheet got STAIN! so i cant sleep. played psp to kill time.

DAY 02 -
feeling tired and drained. up at 6 to take photo off sunrise BUT we were to slow moving so the sun already was up by the time we left the resort. started off with walking to Siloso beach. needless to say, photos. den ar! i got bitten by a crab just to take photo la.. tsk. my poor finger:( anyway i got bitten by alot of mosquitoes. over ten bites on my body now. sigh.. such a traumatic experience:( *scratchscratch* no food to eat so we went back 'home' and waited till 9 so that the tram service starts and we went koufu to eat. but RAINING!!! :( so we hid at koufu for quite awhile.as the rain slows down, we went to the Ecoride Segway thingthing and sis and i went to play! woo~ fun sia! actually i didnt wanna play coz the girl at the cashier like dulan. but luckily got this friendly dude came to talk to us la. we were asking which package was better den de girl like kena forced to speak so the guy came to explain and recommend us the 2beaches package for the price of $45! not bad la. that Segway thing costs US$12,000 each wor. so its worth it i guess. haha..plus we had a discount coz ma ask him if have den he used his Islander card to give us discount sia! niceness~ so off we rode on that thing den he start telling us stories la. first beach we went was Tanjong. den we rode a longlong way in and he showed us the Sentosa Cove where the houses there have a pier at their own backyard. den he said if any of us get to marry a guy who loves here, lucky us ar. haha joker seh that guy. den rideride den he ask us to ride on the beach. he showed us some stunts like drifting on the beach. of course beginners cant make it look as pretty as he did but still we tried:) den ar.. i fell. coz my Segway thing got stuck in the sand. got stuck so many times in the sand sia:( den he gotta go pull me out. but its cool to ride that thing leh! den he say Tanjong beach very isolated ar. sometime got 2 guys in G-String.. walk into the waters.. after quite long den come out.. *coughcough* anyway, after the sand comes the mud! this time its sis who got stuck. and the funny thing was that the machine splattered mud all over sister!den de poor dude gotta go pull her out. den he got stuck oso. lucky i so graceful! LOL! as if. after the mud, we sped to Siloso beach. people were staring in envy sia. coz we get to travel on awesomely cool rides while they gotta walk. sad case. HAHA! at siloso, he showed us how to go down the stairs with the ride(actually not supposed to) and i tried! and screamed. but didnt fall. voila! i've got the makings of a mall cop:) he showed us how to do it backwards too! but of course i didnt try. better not push my beginner's luck. sadly the adventure gotta end. but we took photo with him and he live in bishan too! so maybe we'll meet again at the pasar so he says. thanks zhiwei:)

lunch was next so we took the Sentosa Express to Vivocity! ate, shopped at Daiso, bought snacks at Giant. I saw this really nice dress at Nichii but mother dont allow me to wear:( actually its not very low cutting lor. it looks so goth and cool la. black with lace. i like sia:( URGH! ohpoo.. went back to Sentosa and rode de Luge. sister and i went twice each:) yay! not as fun as the Segway but still not bad la. so the Luge is ride down slope den at the end of the course you can take the Skyride back to the top of the slope. at the Skyride there was this bunch of guy staffs sis and i gotta take the Skyride back so this dude was asking where are you guys from? (i kept quiet throughout the whole thing) so sis said we're locals. den he was like ohhh locals! den he said some stuff in malay to his friends. den he asked what's your name? (silence) sis&i got onto the ride and left. den his friends start saying him in malay. de second time of Luge was more fun coz only sis and i were there! we had the whole place to ourselves. so we raced very fast, quite fast la, and sister's helmet fell off! that was when the camera for the luge ride snapped. funny shot! den de Skyride again. de guys again. so this time that dude asked whats your name lady in stripes? i replied. den we went to sit on the ride den he start saying bye sonia. i'll miss you. urgh! stupid things happen when i'm not with bob. like that korean guy who places his arms around my waist one.. that one oso coz dad ask him to take photo with us la. that guy was stalking me can.. following us for like 20mins+! sis still dare laugh at me. even chu oso laugh and that time she still reminded me off it. evils!

so it was time for dinner. ate at Coastes. beach view:) food was average but super expensive:( 3 chix wings for $9?!! of course we didnt order that ar.. sis took some sunset photos but i was too tired to take le. so she and dad took and went merlion for a night shot. ma and i went 'home' to rest. watched some tv. tried to sleep. STAIN! so of course cant sleep.

DAY 03 -
feeling awfully tired! headaching but happy. coz we're going home!!!!!!!! yay:) means i'll be reunited with my phone and mp4:) can you imagine mother forbid me to bring phone to Sentosa? sigh.. felt so lost and empty. like a part of me was missing.. haha.. so anyway! took some pictures at the resort. too tired to walk out le so we went out of Sentosa, back to Singapore, grab some cheap yummy food and HOME! first thing, phone. hehe.. den next was music and i am BACK TO RULE THE WORLD! muahaha..

thanks for appreciating my effort of telling my adventures^-^
nope not the end yet! photos! of course i'm not gonna upload everything, but here you go! de best part is just below:)

the bedsheet got stain:(

dragon trail!

at the garden near Merlion

merlion! and de fountain next to me.

the coconut tree!

my dad hanging from it..

Taste of Singapore!

Yummy Food!!:)
family photo at Siloso Beach!
the crab! *ouch*
Ecoride at Tanjong beach!
End of Ecoride:(
Sentosa Express!

Getting tickets to ride the Luge

Eh? Helmet?!
The Luge!
The Luge Racers!!:)

And the Skyride!
Coastes at the Beach!
The Resort.
The Lobby.

And this marks THE END of my adventure!

ytd & today.

2009-04-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

hi there! no pictures this time. maybe i'll upload it soon.
so ytd i went out sis ma uncle aunt and cousin. planned to go play paintball at bottle tree park but the places stinks like CRAP! cousin and aunt were like ewwww!! and ma said no way even before she went in. so cancelled! den we went to D'Kranji Farm Resort to have a look. well.. not that exciting unless you're a kid. den.. went to aunt's house to make chocolate!! woo~ but not so fond of eating it. its the making that is fun:) den.. aunt curled my hair for herself, cousin and i. i straightened sis's hair. fun stuff. den went some italiano restaurant to eat. my pasta smells of seafood. not in a good way. so thats all for ytd.
today, ma woke me up.ate some breakfast bathed and went liang court wif aunt ma and sis. suan thai. okay la. ma wanted to complain that the food was salty. sighh.. singaporeans. den.. bought cream puff. gotta wait one hour de wor! make reservations and stuff. amazing. but tastes pretty good i guess. haha.. den had crepe. shared with sis. banana brownie. shopped at meidiya supermarket. saw many cute things but i didnt buy. den bought two shirts at some shop. came home. sleepy. wanted to sleep but cant. so yeap here i am. and kareshi still working. sigh. watching absolute boyfriend:) till next time!

THE END!!

school, work, lunches

2009-04-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

hello there. so far i have been eating lunch with my mother and my aunties. holidays now den i got no dates:( haha.. my ma's cousin from a girl school, until now she is still those giggly kind. its quite funny and she's quite nice. she makes funny jokes. quite la for an older lady. she's not that old. maybe 40+, unmarried. quite nice to eat with her. the other is my ma's sis in law. this lady has lost a hell lot of weight and is now a healthconscious person. salads and stuff. she's more of a loud person. today she just yelled excuse me! to a service crew to get them to take our order. gave me aand ma's cousin a shock. haha..wouldnt like it if it happened to me. anyway i was supposed to work today but cancelled! and they scheduled me to work on a day that i told them that i cant. ohwell.. work is shit. i hate the whole cancelling of schedules and giving us so little schedule to work. plus what part-time supervisor shit. making use of us. cheap labour. ohwell. and i think sheryll is not that happy about the part-time supervisor idea coz it means jhames or her gotta go. means more boring work. the operational manager should just leave. that would make everyone happier. not that we dont like him but coz he is so expensive.
so yesterday i got my school timetable! got my japanese! got a japanese teacher! woo~ though its shitty coz i got 2 days of 3hrs break and not all my bobs are having break with me.. sadness. but still i got my jap:) i believe this semester would be much more fun!
have been watching one piece animes recently. I HATE MEGAVIDEO! keep saying i've watched 72mins of video. did not! sigh.. so cannot watch much. but i miss one piece anime though. i miss de random humour. and my zoro's voice. sigh.. manga has been boring too. ran out of god stuff to read. cant wait for school to start. ohya i decided to read my chinese books during my 3hrs breaks:) or do my tutorials! be a good student:) gotta beat bob this time! haha kidding:) but gotta get at least 3.6 this time! my aim! go me! okay till next time.
THE END!!

swimming:)

2009-03-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

today, i went swimming!!

at the jurong swimming complex, the big one.

got slide, wave pool *waves*, lazy pool. and stuff and stuff for only $0.80!! great deal! hehe.. so yeaps. an afternoon in the pool.

den went jurong point watch shopaholic, ate korean style spicy ramen. woo~ hot. so yeaps. pretty nice day:)

i saw this and i cant resist! loves to do quizes and surveys:)

anybody who cares for my opinion deserves to get something.

A-

Available: ermm..

Age: eighteen

Animal: cheetah

B-

Beer: ohh..mug's root beer. definitely.

Birthday: january. remember the presents:)

Body Part on opposite sex: de part below the belly button and above the crotch:)

Best feeling in the world: enjoying chocolate drinks. yummy~

Blind or Deaf: deaf

Best weather: anything is fine:)

Been in Love: most probably

Been on stage: a few times

Believe in Magic: caterpillar to butterfly is magic!

Believe in Santa: nah. i knew who my presents were from

C-

Candy: lollipops

Colour: brown

Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate! duh?

Chinese/Mexican Food: Chinese safer

Cake or pie: cake

Continent/Country to visit: japan. is that even a question? haha

D-

Day or Night: night

Dancing in the rain: maybe?

Do the splits: ouch! but i split my pants a few times though.

E-

Eggs: my favourite! first thing i leart to cook:)

Eyes: perfect eyesight!!

F-

First thoughts waking up: my phone got msg?

G-

Greatest Fear: dying from physical injuries. urgh!! (cuts,blood)

Goals: my very own cafe:)

Get along with your parents: pretty much? i dont argue with them:)

H-

Hair Color: i'm thankful to have hair:) colour dont matter.

I-

Ice Cream: on waffles with maple syrup and sliced peaches!

J-

Job: sakae sushi's cashier. :(

K-

Kids: cute, innocent, BRATTY!

Keep a journal: never could. too lazy

L-

Longest car ride: not sure..

Love at first sight: believable.

Laughed so hard you cried: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA *sobs*

M-

Milk flavor: tea

Movies: not quite a big fan of movies.

Motion sickness: doubt so.

McD’s or BK: kfc, subway, mosburger, ljs all better.

N-

Number of siblings: big sis

O-

Overused phrases: ohshit!

One Phobia: de pain phobia. (cuts, stabs, blood)

P-

Place you'd like to live: some countryside of Japan or Korea

Pepsi/Coke: neither. gassy drinks:(

Perfect Pizza: cheese, spicy chicken, spicy chicken, mushrooms, ham.

Piercings: URGH!!! but i have one on each side of the ear.

Q-

Quail: huh??

R-

Reason to cry: when my favourite cartoon character dies.

Reality T.V.: not a fan of tv.

Radio Station: not a fan of radio.

Roll your tongue in a circle: *rolls*

Ring size: dono leh.. hope my knuckles dont expand:(

S-

Song: JROCK~

Shoe size: 6? 37?

Salad Dressing: salad? i'll pass. oh bacon bits!!

Sushi: tamago, E.mayo, SSC, Sal.....

Skipped School: *coughscoughs* i'm a good student ar.

Slept outside: noo! my pillow:(

Sing In the shower: oops! embarrasing.

Strawberries/Blueberries: STRAWBERRIES:) lollipop, ice cream..

T-

Tattoos: PAIN!

Time for bed: not too late.

Thunderstorms: wooo~!

Touch your tongue to your nose: cant. really.

U-

Unpredictable: my appetite.

V-

Vacation Spot: japan. when will i ever go?

W-

Which one of your friends acts the most like you: hmmm..

Who makes you laugh the most: eiichiro oda(author of OnePiece)

Worst feeling: being sick!

Wanted to be a model: why not? easy money.

Worst Weather: de supersuper hot till can cause drought kind:(

X-

X-Rays: pretty cool!

Y-

Year it is now: 2009

Yellow: my pants is yellow! skin oso. i dont like:(

Z-

Zoo animal: rawr! tigers!

Zodiac Sign: goat/horse?

chocolate milkshake^3^

2009-03-23T16:13:00.002+08:00

oh my hot chocolate!! easily my favourite drink:) next best is milk tea. addiction can be a realy problem. hmmmm~ have been controlling myself not to get de chocolate blended from starbucks outside thomson plaza. not that hard to stop myselg since i dont have enough money. drats! but i will get it soon!! i dont care!! sobs:(

maybe thats why i'm attracted to darker skinned guys. hahaha.. my chocolate milkshake:) 甘い恋人!

has anyone ever wondered what monks do? one night as i was heading home from work, my bus passed by a temple. it was already 11pm+ and de monks were still chanting! if only attachment meant i can go work anywhere i want ar.. den i wanna be attached to a temple for like one week. den farm de next. bus driver too! but i must get my license first. den i oso wanna be a security guard. and a babysitter. and a dogsitter. done:) so fun sia! i really wonder what monks do leh.. sweep de leaves on the temple's lawn? den come de bubble tea shop at bishan to buy cheap soyamilk. hahaha.. they always come buy de. early know shop have asked them to accept me as a disciple. maybe i can learn some kungfu! like the people in the book i'm reading. so cool sia can shoot chess pieces as ermm i dono what you call them. shootshoot den people pain! wahaha. den can shoot my teachers:) when people eating den shoot their spoon den their food fly! yes!! sigh.. if only i were born 2thousand years ago, den maybe i'll be able to learn some kungfu.or maybe at that time still got vampires den i can be a vampire! yay!! but dowan zombie. zombie so disgusting! oops! i derailed.

anyway! hopefully i'll be able to pick up some cooking skills from work! den open my own cafe. that would be sweet~ my cafe must have drinks like tea and hot chocolate. got nice cozy and clean and comfy sofas for people to relax and read a book. i'll provide books for them to rent and read:)mangas and chinese martial arts novels and some english stuff. maybe some language learning books for ppl who wanna learn! den i'll make makimonos den really small bitesized ones so people wont make a mess.and little puffs and de eggy tasting japanese sponge cake that i like. that would be nice! and pasta! yay!! saying all these makes me happy:) oh and i cant forgot my cookies!! brownies! i dont want nuts coz i dont like so everyone can eat my food:)

one day my aspiration will come true! aspirations=will come true. dreams=fat hope. hahahaha.. alright till next time!

THE END!!

damn results

2009-03-17T10:18:00.002+08:00

results results!! omg. haha..

somehow it takes so damn long to load:(

bad omen i tell you! bad omen!! sobs..

anyway, last saturday when i was going home from work,

i met two crazy people!! *clapsclaps*

the first was a china lady:

i was walking out from thomson plaza with sheryll and amos when the lady came up to me and asked 'how did you come out?' her right fist was wrapped in plastic bag and she swung her fist at me. i managed to dodge and so she asked again 'how did you come out?' den she went on to explain the she cant get in from the main entrance and that she almost crashed into the door. so i turn back and pointed to where i came out from and when i turn back, she punched me in the face. just lightly. but its crazy right? and she smiled and said thanks and left. weird..

den after that, i got on the bus, and after several stops, a man boards de bus. he went all the way to the back to sit, and started yelling 'WHY IS THE TV PROGRAMME SO STUPID!! AND I CANT EVEN CHANGE THE CHANNEL!! THATS WHY I SAY THIS IS A STUPID PLACE!!' with that he quietly continued to watch the tvmobile. weird..

alright!! results are out:)

BM0002
ACCOUNTING FOR ASSETS
CM
B+

BM0007
MICROECONOMICS
CM
B+

BM0012
STATISTICAL METHODS FOR BUSINESS
CM
B

BM0016
PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT
CM
B

BM0701
EFFECTIVE ORAL COMMUNICATION
CM
B

BM0702
INTERNET & WEB - TECHNOLOGIES
CM
B+

damn.. no As again. GPA 3.25 again. this sucks :(

dont really feel like talking anymore.

ohright! ytd i watch DMC's anime. hilarious!

well thats all for now

THE END!!

laugh till you piss your pants.

2009-03-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

awesome song i found! check this out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_6ItxioUco
haha.. anyone who has not watched smosh is like missing out a HUGE part of their life!! easy step is definitely de funniest to start with. den de rest are pretty sweet too:)
cant wait for results!! hope i'll get jap for elective.. *prays* well den i'm bored so bye. yeaps just a random update. ttfn!
btw just go check out russel peters too if you have not already checked him out.

THE END!!

whats been up.

2009-03-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

someone has been pestering me about blogging so i shall:) anyway its so ugly to leave it at the stupid stats homework page. haha.. well exams are over so i'm pretty much free to do what i wanna as long as ma dont grouch. i wanted to EXERCISE!! but yea. haha..

soso.. oh velntines i gave bob twilight and he bought the rest of the series himself. hehheh. i got slippers which are awesomely cute:) cheap but cute. hahhahaa. sorry bob!

sososo.. about work. alvin and xueyang are like gonna go off for a long period of time!! my superhero friends!! so not fair:( but anyway i learnt how to cook garlic rice on the teppan plate!! aint i awesome?? hehe.. so currently there are a few newer members to the team. two amoses, one whom i call zack esp when he reminds me of the finalfantasyVII's zack. den got my cousin and aunty's son bernard. and de crazy Jhames which bob and i are fond of:) coz he is SO FAKE! hahahaha.. and his faces are hilarious:) love my managers are. both Jhames and Sheryll. they should get drunk and get married. cant wait to see thier kids. hahahaha.. and since they are like so crazy, they are organising a BBQ!! funness!! work has been pretty fun since business is bad and de cd player is spoilt so we get to play our own music! hence lots of bad singing:) enjoicing!!however the 2hrs break on weekdays will really eat into my salary:( shall just grab something cheap and read at work. but so far everything has been pretty tolerable:)

next big thing is krys's bday-picnic party!shall get her bikinis for being so boobsy. hehheh.. sadly syaz aint coming which means less fun but still i am funness!! woo~ monday is shopping day! shall not try out since bob is not around:( sighh.. hahaha..

dendenden i gotta organise a gathering for those jc kids coz since i am poly de means i free. NOT TRUE!! but since they exams. HEHEHEHHEHEHE.. alala poor jc kids. i shall spare them and just organise.

i feel like getting a license sia. but kinda waste money too since like oso no car. so never mentioned de thought to my family. oh right. mama's bday was today. gave her $100! good daughter:) haha.. went crystal jade to eat though didnt really enjoyed.

bob ar bob.. always not online. so early sleep. sighh.. so boring. long time no see you online le wor bob:( but nevermind. coz den i can read my mangas in peace:) woohoo!! shall stop here le ba.

THE END!!

topic F&G

2009-02-01T13:17:00.004+08:00

happiness of being 18!

2009-01-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

birthdays:)
THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE ULTIMATE BDAY EVER!
so being is all about being loved eh?
wednesday i celebrated with Azlan at my workplace.
felt so loved by every of my colleague:)
they were chatting and joking with azlan like we were friends for a long time. haha.. and i got Anna Sui's Flight of Fantasy perfume!! totally sweet~

thursday i celebrated with lingling, xinling, ruiting, chester, jiahui, weijian!
at newyorknewyork and i got de kimmidoll pencilbox, card, keychain, trinketbox and a multi-purpose pouch:) plus a blackforest cake!
friday i celebrated with my NYP friends!! my twin!! and shifu, raorao and yuning!
special appearance sia.. den i shocked. haha.. we went taka's some random fish&chips shop eat. and i bought an adorable cat's rubber stamp that says GAN~ in jap. hahaha..
my AWESOME classmates actuaaly bought a cake for me and twin:) mango madness i tell you. it taste super yummy:) thanks krys!

den at night, qunqun came to find me:) so sweet of her la! but i wasnt wearing bra so i had to rush and wear it. hehe.. so i got a photoframe of me and her, kneehigh stockings! and necklace! looks so elegant.. hope i can pull off the look. haha!
today, many people wished me happy birthday! hehe..
you, ryan my obs friend, qun, twin jervin, corine, cousin eerong, norain!! i think i offended her coz i didnt have her number. oops:( xueyang, zhehan, sheryll, cousin amanda, tasmin my pri sch best friend:), sean, steph wong!! gasps!, jiahui, raorao, farah and lena! long list hor? den i so happy ar.. den today i celebrated with my family:) at a korean restaurant that serves authentic korean food:) nostalgic! at esplanade there. hehe.. nice ar.. den i bought a vans shoe! cuteness~ pretty much like this ar. but it was fun:) and awesome:) oh right! callum my sushi friend, krystal and mayble wished me too on facebook. and irwin of sushi wished me on friendster too:) hope i didnt left out anyone.....
so anyway really excited about the newyear! weee~ okay den. till next time:)

THE END!!

how long will i remain sane?

2009-01-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

how i wanna yell out in pain.. in agony.
with each word that you say to me. it tears my heart open.
i dont wanna move on. but what can i do.
i doubt we'll still love each other after 5yrs.
after your ns. will i still be waiting?
its not that i dont want to.
but by then i would have gone insane.
my life is just rushing down the drain.
each memory of us together makes me shed a litre of tears.
how am i supposed to survive this?
God i prayed. but why dont i feel any better.
i wanna reply to your msg.
telling you that i love you so much.
that i wanna continue loving you.
never giving you up
we were so strong together..
i wanted to immediately reply your msg
tell you that i'll be here for you no matter what.
but wouldnt this be the same as last time?
we should have stopped at that time.
now we've added another year of painful memories.
making it more hard for us to let go.
i dont wanna let go too.
but i have to
i switched off my phone and flung myself on bed
sobbing in my pillow
where we once lay
thank you for respecting my wishes.
thank you for always respecting me.
despite what i did to you.
thank you azlan.

you light up my life..

2009-01-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

this is where it all started.. in school.
all i knew was that i'll be happy being with you.
i didnt care about anything.
anything but being with you.
nothing else mattered to me.
nothing but my family.
so it had to end.
i'm sorry that you've to experience this twice.
twice it was my fault.
it was my fault too that we started.
i brought you this pain.
but i hope that the pleasures of our memories can atone for my wrongs.
you were my pride. my joy.
the happiness that i've been seeking.
but sometimes people have to sacrifice their happiness for something greater.
its too bad that i have to sacrificed your happiness too.
i sincerely pray that you'll have a better life without me.
be it temporarily or permanently, i am glad to have been loved by you.
very very honoured to be loved by you.
i hope you understand that my family has loved me longer
and i should not be ungrateful.
for my ma to forgive me twice on breaking her trust,
i dont want to break it again.
its not like i cant hide from her again but how much will that say about my character?
i hope you understand.
and should God allow us to be together again in the future,
i promise i'll never make you sad again.
if we're meant to be, one day we'll be together again.
let us concentrate on what is in front of us now.

daddylove, i was true to you till the end.
should we not live happily ever after together,
i pray that you'll have your happiy ever after.

thank you for everything.
love, sonia.

older..

2009-01-16T18:09:00.003+08:00

i'm growing older:(
despite so, i realised that i've grown more mature and more aware of the imprtance of money. sighh.. last time i used to think that as long as i reach 18, i can take my license already.. BUT now that i'm turning 18, i don't think i can afford for a license. wonder if i should ask my dad to pay for me. but i realise that it is not that important too. coz i won't be able to get a car so what's good about a license right? currently my facebook has 99 friends. but i dont even keep regular contact me 9 of them ar. besides my mom, sis, classmates of NYP, and azlan, the rest i rarely keep in touch with them. sadly. only during occassions (ie. bdays) den we'll meet up. but anyway azlan found a JOB!! weee~ means we'll be able to spend less wisely. so much for knowing the importance of money. hehe! been so tired these few days.. all thanks to the man projects. 1 microecons, 1 management, 1 oral comm, 2 web sharepoint. whoawhoa!! not to mention the stats and afa tests recently. DRAINING! den still got work and CNY. visitings.. sobs:( haha.. being busy makes you miss people more. i miss so many people. mostly its azlan i miss but still i miss alot of people. like blur, china, thats all. HAHA!! nah.. den my pri school friends. sos:( haha.. ytd my group went to film a short clip for our econs project. den in the clim i was supposed to fall. i fell 3times!! on the grass. and it cut me!! den now my leg got alot of little cuts and rash like things. but its healing so nevemind. haha.. time has been passing so quickly i'm so afraid that my poly years would end. it is so much fun! quite ar anyway. cant wait for bby to start working den we'll not only be able to eat in school together, but also eat after work! woo~ hehe.. so romantic to eat after work! like married couples having supper together. nice! ^-^ i think i relate weird things to weird stuff. like walking home together is also married life to me. haha.. CNY!! i havent buy new year clothes but i do have a set of untouched clothes in my closet. i wanna buy dress ar! but no time go shopping with family:( i'm like always at home but stuck on the computer de. like now. alright den. i'm gonna go alr. till next time!

THE END!!

stuck on pets..

2009-01-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

alala.. look at that incredible cuteness!!
kunikubachin and milo together sleeping. hehe..
innocence sia. de owners would be doing way more than that. some more sleep so far. sighh.. hehe! today today!! i went to sentosa with bachin! like finally? after a longlonglongtime.. and we took bus de firsttime today:) weee~ so fun hor? like going holiday together. hehehe.. anyway stuff and stuff all in all we had fun! oh ya and today i got period. haha.. just came. cuteness la the picture! daddy those be our hamsters la! cute leh. hehehe:) ahhh!! cant wait leh.. ponyo ponyo~ hehehe.. i say wanna sleep but still havent sleep:( hehe.. anyway hotmail still sucks for me. my friends sent things to me le den i cant open!! urgh.. i dono what language to choose ar daddy. i like jap ar.. but i love you. hard choice:( what to do huh? haha.. rmb to get from me the pictures of today!
THE END!!

every couple's dream

2009-01-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

i believe its every couple's dream to one day marry and have beautiful kids.. if you're attached and not feeling that way.. den i feel sad for you. i believe that love isnt a game. whats the use of finding one after another boyfriend just so you wont be alone when you dont have the intention of settling down. all you're doing is getting hurt and hurting people. thats why i dont believe in sex before marriage too. because if we love each other, there should be the respect of waiting till we're married. but then its a personal thing and many people have their way of doing stuff. many things can happen in our lives, unexpected thing. i want my virginity to be given to my husband and even though i want you to be mine, i wont know what God has planned for me. tell me that you'll wait for me okay? and i promise that i'll do my best to be yours forever..

i read this article at STOMP and wow! this girl was late to meet her bf ar.. den when she reached she cannot find him leh.. den this guy actually asked a few strangers to pass his gf roses. so nice sia!! den she say he not de romantic kind so it was a really big surprise. so nice ar.. haha.. i so lame go stomp read articles on ppl's love story. got so many articles made me cry ar..

watch this cute baby girl!! i'm gonna sleep le. she cuter than bachin sia! haha.. japanese girl singing theme song for the ponyo movie.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yyZZQfwbsLk

THE END!!

bachin and milo:)

2008-12-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

isnt it adorable?!! just like milo and kunik:) hehehehe...
okay so i've been writing in our little precious book. hehe.. but since i know you would be impatient to wait to read it, i decided to update some impt stuff here. like.. you know i forgot what i wanna say alr ar.. just now my sis and i watch twilight, beverly hills chiwawa and jumper. den my brain is like dried up alr.. sighh.. anyway daddycakes hope you're doing safe now at m'sia:) ohya bishan J8 is having a mahattan fish market, HIRING!! woo!! hehe.. if you work there den i'll be going to J8 alot. ahaha.. i'm sad:( got alot of things i wanna say but its gone from my head. damn. whywhy?!! urgh! details of my days are in the book so not necessary. dont like to repeat my story twice. you know i cant rmb what was the impt thing i wanna say.. i love you is an obvious. maybe its about the 26th meeting. but i forgot what i wanna do alr.. maybe we can watch the bedtime stories since it comes out christmas. i watched yesman. sorry! hehe.. so horny you'll like it. haha.. ninini.. i really cant rmb. hope it isnt that impt ar.. sighh..haaaaaaaa.... i cant rmb anything!! T_T
so sad i cant rmb what i wanna say. its stressing me out. hehehe i reading onepiece:) so funny. de lady so pretty i wanna be her.. sighh.. but den i wont be real. if i were the pretty lady, i want my partner (as in you) to be zoro. hehehe.. isnt that obvious? but the lady is older but i dont care. i older than you anyway.. haha.. so can. i be pretty and you be zoro. haha.. like you understand. on our next date i wanna have hot chocolate:) such a nice christmas drink. haha.. maybe can eat pizzahut at your place? haha.. ytd night i thought of kissing your forehead den i think of it being oily den i laugh to myself. idiot hor? hehheh.. hmmm.. wanna hug you so much. come back safely my dear!^-^ till then,

THE END!!

stats homework

2008-12-16T12:02:00.008+08:00

a series of unfortunate events.

2008-12-10T15:06:00.004+08:00

This cake was eaten during my grandma's bday.
okay de series starts now.
Monday-
During work, i fell. It was the end of the day and the kitchen crew were washing the kitchen so the floors were wet. I was clearing the plates so i had to enter and when i came out i slipped and fell. my knee cap was dislocated and i pushed it back. it wasnt that pain coz i was still in shock from the fall but after that i could barely walk nor stand. den coz i was resting den that stupid Fam oso come sit with me. den she say i tired ar? den i told her i leg pain den she started rattling on and on about how she worked long hours than me and her leg was oso aching. i told her that i fell just now but she didnt listen coz she was too engrossed with herself. so i just ignored her. my manager allowed me to leave early so i got dad to fetch me. it was so bad that i can barely stand straight. my dad asked if i wanted to visit those senseis to massage my knee but i didnt want coz m muscle were feeling very tight and i thought if i went to massage it would only make things worse.

Tuesday-

presentation today. i ate a muscle relaxer medicine coz my muscles were still very tight and i cant walk properly. usually after a night my knee would have recovered but not this time.. limped to school and after school i went home to eat and went to see a doctor. the doctor couldnt do much so i was referred to A&E at tan tock seng. arrived there at about 8.30pm. i was greeted with a wheelchair:) my best companion! hehe.. loved it so much ar.. rolling and rolling around. haha.. so i took my blood pressure and some xrays and waited a longlong time coz my doctor had to attend to some emergency. den she came back only to have me come back for an appointment with a bone specialist on 2nd Jan. den an NYP trainee male nurse bandaged my leg and another male nurse taught me how to use crutches which i bought coz the doctor didnt want me to strain my knee. but i still cant really use it. ohwell.. anyway tmr i have an appointment with a bone specialist to check my condition. my ma decided for me to go private since 2nd Jan is so long!! but now i am quite afraid of the pain to come ar.. pray for me okay?

things i wanna do after i recovered:
meet daddy.. (hopefully before you go holiday)
SHOP!
wanna buy tank tops for work, white pretty dress:) shoes for CNY?
anyway i just wanna pamper myself like hell ar. hehehe!
hopefully my ma will allow me to go my class bbq christmas celebration and meet my frinds on friday. HOPE SO!! ahhhh~ oh damn and i need to get a gift for de bbq party.. maybe next tuesday i will be allowed to go shopping? doubt so:(

anyway i miss bbybby alot ar.. probably i'm not working for the whole of this holiday le. but can oso ar. haha.. i want to do so many things sia.. but most is to date him ar.. havent been seeing him for a long long time. eeeeeee:( well till next time..

THE END!!

in school..

2008-12-05T12:36:00.003+08:00

hello there in school waiting for class to start. so like was circumcision pain? but werent you really young when it happened? so you can rmb de pain? but at least now it looks nice right? haha.. and what about marriage being painful? hmph. i let you marry other people den you know ar. it'll be more painful that way. anyway your 9months of torture would be the same for me except that i have NO GAIN from it.. but still since i love you i let you go ar. hehe! right now i believe that you're in north canteen playing? better not be a gambler when we marry ar! i wont allow that. we learnt our lesson about gambling alr right? haha.. nownow.. maybe holiday i not working much alr.. 18th got poly outing, 19th is zhss, 23 is family, den 24/25 is family oso. den 26 for you and another one for bobs. we going cycling so join us okay? haha.. niiii.. oh ya i found some good icecream parlours from xueyang. we can try it out sometime! hehehe.. and today i shall go swimming!! go me. go baby! i must complete at least 20laps today! den my muscles will be so sore but i will feel proud of myself. kinda scared to go swimming alone though.. if only you would join. but den i probably wont swim much den.. yea. okayokay i'm bored so i shall end off now. byebye. i hate oral comm.. okay enough.
THE END!!

ten brothers..

2008-12-03T21:55:00.006+08:00

tenth brother:) dont have his normal picture
but how much different can he be..

ninth brother. de blowblow one..
nicer hair definitely..

eighth brother. de digger.
i thought he was cute..

seventh brother. de long legs.
i thought he was cute too..

sixth brother. de hard head.
handsome hor? haha..

fifth brother! de chicken.
i think he looks like a nice person.

number 4! the long arms.
i think he is handsome!

number 3. de super strength.
you think he handsome right?

second brother. the ears guy
looks kinda old..

big brother!! thousand miles eye.
i think he handsome!!
nice character in the show too:)

so here are all your favourite brothers.. how nice if i had ten brothers too.. bet they'll pamper me like hell. hehehe!! so anyway i enjoyed this show.didnt catch the starting and stuff so not that attached but to think i'll bother to watch almost all the episodes since i started watching, this show is pretty good! haha.. *scratcheshead* just now i took a nap and had a horrible nightmare. i was in school with my friends when ain, an ex-classmate came to find us. everyone left and it was just me, farah and ain. den ain said 'eh your bf very cute ar.. i want. introduce okay?' den i was shocked so i said 'ermm he got brothers ar..' den she said ' but they not as cute. i want him.' den farah got angry and wanted to whack ain but i stopped her. den farah yelled at ain in malay ar.. but i just walked away. den i went to meet you and we went to eat. i think something you said threw me off, like something about another girl.. and i started yelling at you and throwing stuff at you.. my water bottle, my laptop??, my money and stuff ar. den i took my bag and walk off crying very badly.. den i walked into a carpark and got into a minicar. and i sped off. the roads were weird, tilting at 45degrees so all the cars were like sliding off. but somehow mine didnt. den from the car i ended up at a mrt station, crying my eyes out. everyone was staring at me but i didnt care. i just cried and yelled.. den i woke up. (i was drooling all this while) de ony word that came to my mind was distraughted. didnt know its meaning. now i know... Deeply agitated, as from emotional conflict. or Mad; insane. hmmm.. like both ar. the dream was insane and i was deeply agitated. i realised that when i drool in my sleep it usually is a bad sign. either nightmare or i feel sick. always de leh.. so anyway today my sole hurts like hell. de heel part. its like bruised.. yea. and my ma is recovering from her operation i think? she seems pretty healthy today:) less pain than ytd. i think today wasn't such a nice day ar.. i woke up feeling very happy but as the day got by it grew worse. to tell you de truth i didnt really enjoyed de icecream. somehow.. ohwell.

THE END!!

in school!

2008-11-25T11:43:00.004+08:00

hello there in school waiting for class to start.
so like was circumcision pain? but werent you really young when it happened? so you can rmb de pain? but at least now it looks nice right? haha.. and what about marriage being painful? hmph. i let you marry other people den you know ar. it'll be more painful that way. anyway your 9months of torture would be the same for me except that i have NO GAIN from it.. but still since i love you i let you go ar. hehe! right now i believe that you're in north canteen playing? better not be a gambler when we marry ar! i wont allow that. we learnt our lesson about gambling alr right? haha.. nownow.. maybe holiday i not working much alr.. 18th got poly outing, 19th is zhss, 23 is family, den 24/25 is family oso. den 26 for you and another one for bobs. we going cycling so join us okay? haha.. niiii.. oh ya i found some good icecream parlours from xueyang. we can try it out sometime! hehehe.. and today i shall go swimming!! go me. go baby! i must complete at least 20laps today! den my muscles will be so sore but i will feel proud of myself. kinda scared to go swimming alone though.. if only you would join. but den i probably wont swim much den.. yea. okayokay i'm bored so i shall end off now. byebye. i hate oral comm.. okay enough.
THE END!!

in school!

2008-11-25T11:43:00.003+08:00

hello there in school waiting for class to start.
so like was circumcision pain? but werent you really young when it happened? so you can rmb de pain? but at least now it looks nice right? haha.. and what about marriage being painful? hmph. i let you marry other people den you know ar. it'll be more painful that way. anyway your 9months of torture would be the same for me except that i have NO GAIN from it.. but still since i love you i let you go ar. hehe! right now i believe that you're in north canteen playing? better not be a gambler when we marry ar! i wont allow that. we learnt our lesson about gambling alr right? haha.. nownow.. maybe holiday i not working much alr.. 18th got poly outing, 19th is zhss, 23 is family, den 24/25 is family oso. den 26 for you and another one for bobs. we going cycling so join us okay? haha.. niiii.. oh ya i found some good icecream parlours from xueyang. we can try it out sometime! hehehe.. and today i shall go swimming!! go me. go baby! i must complete at least 20laps today! den my muscles will be so sore but i will feel proud of myself. kinda scared to go swimming alone though.. if only you would join. but den i probably wont swim much den.. yea. okayokay i'm bored so i shall end off now. byebye. i hate oral comm.. okay enough.
THE END!!

photos at Udders!

2008-11-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

awww.. he loves me!!
sweet little message by my bob:)

pretty little present:) not that little though..

nice right?! daddy has talents in wrapping!!

and this is my cute little daddy:) hehehe!!

a little motivation

2008-11-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

hey there sexy beast! zoro i mean. hehe!!
so today i got two tests. statistics and afa. i got full marks for stats. guess it really motivates me. you know? like i'm managing my life pretty well. BUT the stats test was MCQ so nothing really to be proud of. got lots of stuff coming up. InDo project, afa show& tell, POM and Econs tests, and Oral ica. WOW!! busybusybusy.. my cousin joining me for work at sakae.. dono if she'll get the job though. den maybe she coming to NYP and my course too.. my chance to get to know my relatives a little better. ohyea amanda got 234 and my other cousin denise has 180+ i think. cant rmb le. listening to brit. BUYING HER CD!! totally supportive towards her ar. haha.. hmmm the upcoming tests are a little worrying. POM is dry and dont click with my brain. its a problem. den web is tedious.. careless me dont bother to check den confirm alot of probs too. and oral. not hard but quite sucky my teacher. dont think she grades fairly. she has selective hearing and when it involves our ORAL, her slective listening is really impt to us.. yea. hmmm.. saturday i met up with my obs friends. surprisingly we talked really easily.. more than i spoke to my sec school friends i think. hahahahaha.. even though we didnt meet for more than 2yrs, we're still good. how nice:) oh right. so like this whole motivational thing was actually to tell myself to start adding another section into my life. 've been juggling work, family, friends, school work, not to mention daddy [though abit negletted recently. hehe! sorry): ] and now sports or dance or some physical activity la.. me getting fat since school started. yea. daddy has been controlling his diet and i should follow too. especially when my ma is diet conscious too. yeap. try baby! haha.. oh yesyes krys pierced her ear!! i shant spoil my face.. though i really am tempted to pierce my eyebrow. its so sexy to me. so bad and raw and sexy. BUT if i did i'll persuade my family to let me instead of doing it behind their back. coz if anything happen they wont be so harsh on me. hehe.. parental consent is really impt to me i guess. ohwell..
i realise everyone has their problems.. it may be trival to some but catastrophic to others. i guess its how people place their priorities. i cant really tell what is mine now. everything is so impt to me. love, family, friends, money (as in school fees).. am i arraging them according to importance?? hehehehe.. maybe ar. i wanna grow up a bit sooner.. haha.. but i think i'll be a really stressed person. i'm someone who wont let my responsibilities rest and when i start working and be a mum, i'll be hit with alot of responsibilities.. mmm~ papi! hehe.. okay i really should end off!! damn i am drifting off. hehehe!! till next time!

THE END!!

love is in the air

2008-11-21T23:16:00.004+08:00

johnny depp looks so cute. sighh.. i've been mesmorized by him for a long time already. more than one year ar. HEHE!!
BUT!! being with a person and not just eyeing at them is MUCH MUCH harder so i am proud to say that i have already hung on for a year:) i should know since i've got a crush on you like what.. 2years? haha.. and its my first serious relationship! not that i have any to speak of. hehehe^-^ bbybby knows my past:) well anyway.. i'ld like to say that i am very pleased however i feel guilty coz i think i'm becoming a more unpleasant girlfriend? think i'm getting on your nerves more. oops sorry! hehe:P
so about the presents. all DIY:) so sincere!! i made a pretty calender with pictures of us inside and i filled de dates with tests that you need to rmb. so thoughtful. just hope i didnt plot wrongly..Udders was heavenly. really happy to enjoy there:) pizza hut too though my cheeks still hurt. cant blow you now. haha!! messing:)i'm just rattling here ar..
bbybby thank you for the present! beautiful words in a beautiful handmade card of hearts and adorable hair balls. hehehe.. and the gorgeous book. love it ALOT! its in BROWN!! i love brown. and thanks for the chicken chop joke:) its funny though i was angry den. hahaha..

oh right. so recently i've lost my phone. LG Viewty with a 4GB memory card and my japanese doll that ppl keep saying that it looks like me:) but its gone:( but no use weeping over spilled milk. i'm still fine and proper though now i cant claim back my finalfantasy games coz i lost my senior's number! damn.. haha..

soon i'll upload de pics of your present okay? den i'll write a whole lot of mushy message too:) make sure your friends dont visit my blog! hehhehheh.. you'll be shy:) i bet. i promise. hehe!! so for now it'll just be like that. till then, i love you

THE END!!

i want buffet!!

2008-11-07T20:53:00.006+08:00

i want buffet!! i found this place on a site called Plaza BrasserieParkroyal on Beach Road. so nice it seems!! but the price is like $33+ per person. that is enough to cover 2 ppl at seoul garden or even sakae!:( sad.. sighh.. students shouldnt be spending so much on food i guess. but i want seh. *pouts* like there are japanese food, den got chocolate fondue too! sounds so awesome. haha.. well daddy's internet is currently down and that dumbass is not doing anything to get it fixed. why dont you call the service center??! like as if it can recover on its own. den you'll be paying every month's bill for nothing bodoh. sighh.. come online please? i wanna show you the sneezing panda that had me laughing till my shoulders shivered two days ago. sighh.. being online isnt being online unless you're around. sighh.. everytime i ask you what you're doing den it'll be watching vids, wiki or homework. i miss those times. hahahahaha.. tummy bigbig:( hmmm got alot to do seh. homeworks, projects, work, PRESENT, oh stephanie just came online. scary!! when i type PRESENT den she appeared! haha.. i was drumming my tummy. sounds so watery.. must be the cup of honey i just drank. hehe! honey tastes so nice:) sweetsweet de. tempted to read Zatch but i'm busty. oops!! busty. hehehehe.. busy la dey! okay so i end of here. byebye! *waves*

THE END!!

buffet

2008-10-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

monkey see monkey do!
monkey not me monkey you!
WEEHEHEHEHEHE~
wow i'm such a poet. hidden talents hidden deep within me.
today.. i ate.. ALOT. yes alot. i mean alot. really really alot. like the words i use to describe alot is alot right? like alot and alot and ALOT wow.. i wonder if being full makes a person feel drunk and high coz krys sure was high.
so my alot are:
1 sakae chawanmushi,
1 unagi chawanmushi,
2 cha soba,
1 salmon nigiri sushi,
1 tuna mayo gunkan sushi,
1 egg mayo gunkan sushi,
1 hamachi sashimi,
1 tamago nigiri sushi,
2 salmon karaage,
1 cold salmon i dono what thing,
1 gyoza
total of 13!! plates. my goodness. i hope that is all ar. sighhh.. so much seh. not to mention the peach mochi desserts. hehehe.. so yummy! i love sakae sushi!! but i got some comments ar. like.. the udon chawanmushi was way nicer than unagi ar:( i loved the udon one seh.. so sad no more alr. awww... but anyway after eating the whole lot and krys and syaz were begging me to stop. in their hearts they were. hehe.. so i stopped and boy! my tummy was so firm. its like i had a 5hr workout on my abs. hahahha.. den i went. ohya krys bought this super awesome pair of shoes!! so pretty!! i like ar. but i wont wear so hahaha.. i think i will get a dress from zara though. if i can fit ar. so cute!! hehehe.. one day ar. one day i buy.
when my tummy less bulky. okay den lots to do. till next time!

THE END!!

blogging in class!!

2008-10-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

right now daddy is at gym working out to be fit. me, i'm in class blogging. my first time doing so. friends not in class.. they buying drinks at cheers. probably went off to eat ice creams at mac? haha.. so hmmm.. i've been working for the past three days. work is pretty not bad you know. especially when i'm doing cashiering and i got off with alot of shit since i'm new. Jason is sitting opposite me and eating. rice. mixed rice. my tummy feeling very bloated and airy. wonder if its from ytd's garlic rice that ig ot for free because i did a wrong order. my teacher is here. i dont wanna have lesson now. friends still not back and i'm dying of boredom. got ten minutes break before lesson start. i think i've earned about $300 for this month's pay. yay:) ermmm.. my hair very messy. i think i'm oso gonna start an exercise routine. of swimming since i hate to run. running and i'll give up so swimming is better(: ehhh.. daddy dont be sad okay? there was a couple that only met once a month coz they studied different schools and now they are married. we dont need to meet everyday for our relationship to work ar. hey its yongjie! he came online. hahaha.. that weirdo! hehehehe.. rmb the laugh we did? that very fake laugh that we planned to do to yj when he says a lame joke? hehe.. okay i better stop. byebye!
THE END!!

blogging in class!!

2008-10-28T15:07:00.001+08:00

blogging in class!!

2008-10-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

what a day.

2008-10-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

today was quite an awful day. my class had to do a speech and my two friends before me talked about the topic i wanna say so its like very boring for me to do the same thing so i changed to a topic which i felt really strongly about and who knew i would actually tear. it was like so fake coz i recovered really quick. but i didnt mean to tear in the first place. i think my friends were all shocked. yea. so embarrassing. den i met chu after school and she was complaining about her life. sleeping in class and her mean teacher and snooty friends. we talked so much i forgot to give her the souvenior i got for her so yea. and well i'm supposed to study now for my ica tmr BUT i just ant get myself to. so distracted. today my bubble tea AND sakae sushi asked me to go work. it made me feel really stressed out as my time is stretched over SO MANY THINGS!! i got homework, projects, work, family and boyfriend. so i read your blog saying you wanna concentrate on your studies. den i guess i dont have to feel guilty if i dont spend alot of my time on you? yea. that makes me worry alot less. i really love to spend my time with you but you have your budget and i really feel bad that i make you spend alot. i mean how cheap can a date be right? so i'm sorry. we're like too busy for each other. with the mismatching timetable, me with my stupid job, us doing our homework when we're online, soon we'll be having projects and totally no time to talk anymore.. especially when our parents eye so closely on us. cant chat at home. cant go out late. and stuff and stuff. life's shit. i miss korea. where i didnt have to think so much. no stressing over so much shit. i didnt even have time to tell you what happend to me today and you went offline alr. tmr you wont have time for me too. den comes saturday to monday where i wont have time for you. den its back to school and homework and being too busy again. so what happened today you'll never know. and i'll forget to tell you. eeew i have smelly phlegm. and my nose are blocked which leads to my ears being blocked too. i missed the old times. of us together. when money wasnt so tight for you. and life isnt a bitch to me that i become a bitch to you. when we were more innocent and just holding hands could satisfy our cravings. but most of all i miss you being in my life everyday.

THE END!!

natty

2008-10-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

hello there! that girl there is natasha the 1st coz i created it faster.
our baby. hahaha.. so cute leh!! i really want a daughter like that! hehehe^-^
there is alot i wanna say but right now i'm completely blank. so hear i am listening to the story of the 47ronins. i love japaese stories!! especially on samurais! hehe.. today we went esplanade and watched Duplex. nice show ar. always makes me laugh:) denden we took some photos by the river side? haha.. quite nice de scenery. if only it has lesser ppl. anyway currently i have bright pink nails and watching my fingers moving on the keyboard is making me pretty dizzy. however i cant do without looking. hehehe.. so i came back from korea on the 11 and now 11 days later i miss korea ALOT!! like the whole place is so interesting! the shopps are so cute and de roads are so cute and the ppl are so cute but rude though. and they got no milk tea. but they place is so pretty, i wanna spend my days there climbing moutains. sitting by the sea. enjoying the cool breeze. not going to school. ahahaha.. or attending their school where the uniforms are so pretty too. alot of things to do and time is not stretchable so i'm gonna end off here

THE END!!

sweet in love

2008-10-04T15:27:00.003+08:00

to my sweet little hubby who made me fall so deeply, madly in love.
you have made my life so wonderful, so meaningful.
when i feel troubled, you give me advices and help me through.
when i feel cry, you tear with me and help me clear my nose.
when i am angry, you act cute and make me laugh.
when i am happy, you make me happier.
all in all you've made my life worth living.
i'm not afraid to be alone for i know that you're out there thinking of me. and when you're feeling alone, know that i'm thinking of you too. i love you not for gifts or looks but for the way you make me feel like i'm the most loved in the world. thank you for being so considerate hubby^-^ and dont worry about me when i'm in korea. i promise that i'll be back in your arms, safe and aound. and soon we'll be meeting everyday, and spending our everyday together.

i love you azlan.

THE END!!

going korea

2008-10-03T11:43:00.003+08:00

hehe.. nice picture.
i'm going korea already tomorrow. very worried about school stuff.. havent get timetable or paid fees and stuff so very worried. worse is i wont be around should something happen.. :( nownow.. i dont really know what to say.. hmmm.. feeling sleepy.
in 1month and 17days, me and bob would have been together for a year le! wooo! hehe.. yesterday we were talking aand i wonder what makes people like me. i would say most people are superficial and like people for looks. (not saying you bby) i think me and xueyang would be good friends. coz he once asked if i ever have a good guy friend that stops talking to me when he found out that i'm attached. it made me realise that my world revolves around a really small group of people only. i dont contact any guys besides bby. and girls are only like chujun, liqun and bobs. but rarely. xy said he had a good girl friend that used to call him every morning to check if he is awake and stuff. but when she found out he was attached she stopped talking to him. i guess he'll be a nice and sincere friend.
no wonder ytd bby ask me what i'm gonna wear to visit your family. hehe.. you were wondering about mine. ehhh you can get flowers for my ma, she loves them. fragrant ones. den for my dad you can get those herbal wine tonic things maybe? hahaha.. my dad likes handicrafts. my sis ar.. i not sure what she likes. but you must get me something too hor! and you must choose everything yourself. hehe!! yay! so exciting leh! as for me, i'll wear something simple but pretty too. i think a long skirt would be nice right? but i dont know what shirt leh:( maybe i'll tie my hair too. hmmm.. dont paint nails. i dont wanna dye my hair hor. black is pretty and elegant. hehe.. i'll bring a pretty necklace for your ma? what about your dad? must i get for your bros too? some branded stuff for no.2 and maybe no.1 alr has kids so i get something for the kid? haha..
AHHHH!! i'm so excited. wahahaha.. i must learn malay ar.. your family converse in malay de. at least mine speaks english lor. sighh.. i should get your dad a leg massage thing. haha..
so today me and bby went to eat sakae. a very unplanned date coz my ma happened to be watching movie with her friends! so i ran off to meet hubby^-^ hehe.. we missed de buffet time so sadly we had to eat ala carte. and we planned that on the first day of school we will go have the buffet^-^ hehe.. i pray to God that i'll be home safely. and hopefully i have enough money to buy presents for everyone! i'll be meeting qun when i come back too:) long time no see qunqun le.. you know i bring all long sleeves shirt leh! den jeans and stuff. so bulky:( but oh well. no choice coz i scared cold. de temperature is like 20 - 17? degrees. i confirm cold one. hehehe.. shall take many pictures! i bringing my phone with my sim card leh! so i can sparingly message but den my parents will know. so i must see how okay? love you hubby^-^

THE END!!

sushis again..

2008-09-27T12:42:00.005+08:00

Imagine the chefs at my place looks like that. hehe.. i bet they'll speak funny too.
nyahahaha! with the moustache! mygosh. but den my uniform would be more jap i guess. and thats good. sighh.. haha..
so let me tell you what happened ytd. i woke up and saw 12:2? on my alarm clock and i was shocked! coz my work starts at 12. so i immediately set up and started worrying. i wanted to call my company but den its a waste of time coz nobody was answering so i hung up. den my dad called to ask if i want lunch den i told him i need to work and i'm late. so he came to fetch^-^ thank goodness he was in bishan alr. so i bathed and dressed and when i came out he called again saying he was downstairs alr. den i was about to leave and chong called and i kinda yelled 'i'm coming i'm coming! i woke up late sorry byebye.' and he said 'its okay. byebye' and i reach work and punched my card at 12:42. 42mins late. mygosh. haha.. i started work in a hungry mess. tied my hair without a comb. sighh.. luckily my manager wasnt around so nobody scolded me^-^ hehe.. den mama came with a friend. we talked abit only ar. ytd was pretty fun. i ate around 3pm. the guy in charge so dumb nvr ask us to eat ar. so i had to ask him for a break. haha.. den i was eating with two ladies from the kitchen. den one lady very funny. coz they cant really speak english and she just learnt to cook teriyaki chicken. so the auntie ask what she learnt today den de lady reply 'ter ter dono what chicken ar' den she described the process of cooking it. den de auntie ask teriyaki chicken ar? den de lady ask me teriyaki chicken ar? like i know. hahaha.. den de lady say the new incharge like blurblur one. but the way she say was like blurpblurp so i started laughing. i'm sorry. but its so funny!
den i was eavesdropping on a coversation between two lady customers. they were gossiping about their friend who had sex with her bf and broke up with him to patch up with her ex called sam. this sam is apparently a ladies man, having 3 girls interested with him. and they say he is a touchyfeely kinda guy who hugs girls. den they called one girl a 'people-whore' i love this word! so this 'people-whore' goes around talking to the important people to make herself more important. hmmm.. kinda reminds me of a friend? hehe.. and then there is another girl friend of theirs who goes around telling people about her having sex with her bf in a public toilet. drama seh this people! haha..but they ladies very nice. coz i was serving them the whole while so when they left they actually turned around to say thanks to me. but a compliment would be better ar. haha.. den chong say i very serious at work. coz i always stand at the same place den will stand in the 'serdiya?' position. den he posed a slack position where his body is leaning against the counter and his arms are on the counter and his legs kinda crossed. kinda like a model pose. haha.. so lame la. its kinda like that

so dumb right? den coz he sick den he keep telling the auntie he headache. den the auntie smack his head again.den start nagging at him. say who ask him dont see doctor. den de auntie mimicked him leh! she yawn and say ' tao tiah' which means headache in hokkien. de aunty like him ar. hehe..
den de guy who taught me how to serve on my 2nd day of work. called desmond. he came with balloons and asked if we know how to twist balloons. so i went to play ar. coz i lazy work. hehe.. but den i scared to twist so i stop doing after i did one. haha.. lousy hor?:( but the ballons are a mess ar. coz they kids dont bother to take them away. they play alr den throw it at our place. den de service crew (me) gotta clear. after work the 'failure' chef took de balloon and wear la! den he 'piuupiuu' like ultraman using powers. so stupid! de aunty and me kept laughing. so lame.
den got once i entered de kitchen den desmond call me aunty and everyone laughed. den de fierce chef start calling me aunty. den de fat chef was cooking teppan outside den he ask me ask uncle to take de sukiyaki sauce. so i went in and yell uncle! den de fierce chef was there den he stare at me. den i laugh. who ask him call me aunty! hmph. but it wasnt him i was supposed to call so i say not him and talked to the uncle. i think ytd was a pretty crazy day.
oh yea den xueyang was working in the afternoon. den got one group of kids came to eat the buffet. den xy suddenly ask me 'do guys always look at you?' den i 'ermmm.. i dono' den he say 'you confirm got notice one loe' den i say 'i suppose' den he say 'understandable' den he 'as a fellow girl i think i should tell you this ar' den he gets all uncomfortable and said nevermind. den after that he said its coz got one kid keep staring at me. he so funny la. so childish yet he looks so man with his muscles and according to him he has 6pecs. bby jealous? haha..
ohyes. den when we closing at the end of the day. den gotta clear the plates and stuff ma. den chong clear two tables at once ma den he used two tubs and they weigh a ton! so i say i help him take one la. den he say no need, take two at one time can le. thank you ar! den i say i cannot la! den he laugh and carried them both! den i say i help you ar! you sick leh.. den he say nevermind i'm a man. den i start laughing. de way he say nevermind very funny! got tune de. like de blurpblurp den lady say. haha..den after that we were clearing another table den i left the tub of the chair instead of the table den chong started throwing papers inside. den he say i sharpshooter. so lame ar! den i wanna clear the tub den he said the nevermind again. den i laugh and say coz you're a man. haha.. so dumb ar. sighh.. bbybby would be able to carry the two at once oso lor. i realise girls and guys are differnt ar. no matter what guys are still stronger. quite a worrying thought. haha..
bby go watch this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Ub2ZF1cfqo/
its like some power rangers advertisement. hahaha.. but ruki's voice so sexy ar! mygosh. *swoons* why you dont have his voice. sighh.. i dont like you le. hehe.. imagine you got his voice. i'll get goosebumps hearing you speak. but den its kinda deep so i probably will have difficulty hearing you. ahahaha..
so sleepy now. waiting for you........
THE END!!

kiss my ass

2008-09-26T00:05:00.004+08:00

suffering from indigestion. ate a hell lot today. namely stingray, sotong, kangkong, 2bowls of rice and satay chicken and beef plus a gigantic cup of lime juice. delicious!!^-^ fatty too^-^ hehe..
nownow i gotta say i got an eye for awesome stuff. for example visual kei. i gotta thank my lucky star and also fate that had me born under the aquarius constellation as i gotta say i am unique. though many of the previous people in my life had turned a cold shoulder to my interest in visual kei and might i say some even showed disgust towards them, my fortitude has payed off as i have found people who shared my passion and i call this people my friends. yay!! samesame wor! hehe..
i love visual kei's genre of music. unique and awesome. brings out the best in me. i'm happy that i dont belong to the common group of girls who are into taiwanese or korean boybands with their sixpecs and fancy dance moves or the other group that are into the blue eyed, blong hair white guys. nahh i'll pass. sixpecs or not, this people are way too common. see Johnny Depp? not common. unique and funny. i wonder if bby feels insulted or pleased with my unique taste. hehe.. i guess i'm attracted to guys who are girlish cute or plainass bad. but humour is a necessity for any attraction to start. hehe.. bbybby funny hor? kinda find this pointless..
i guess if my parents were like the hack care type, i would have turned goth lolita a looooong time ago. plus i would smoke, sadly. wonder how would i look.. and i would so get a piercing like Ruki. the enlarged hole with a ring inside the ring. cool!! so awesome. den i would give de finger to anyone who pisses me off. damn i wish i had that life.. ohwell. den bby wouldnt like me yea? hehe..
anyway i bought a swimwear! with my ma. hehe.. long time never go shopping with her alr:( i'll say she changed. cant say how but she just isnt the mother that she once was. less strict maybe? i do~no.. hehe! gotta work again tmr. damn i feel like shitting. hehehe!
selfpraising alot. haha.. bby i should get a good book to read ar. dont like to be teased by you so much. sighh.. and i definitely should lift weights. so one day i can beat you at arm wrestling. hehe.. i strong hor? you so lucky got crazy me to be your bundle of joy! nyahaha!! okay i gotta sleep already tmr work wor baby!

THE END!!

back to bbt..

2008-09-24T11:48:00.003+08:00

cute hor de cup? but not i draw de:( haha..
so yesterday i was working at the bubble tea shop and it was frigging busy that i got pissed and was thinking to myself that i'm not gonna work de next day. but me being de nice person that i am have promised to help out and seeing boss sick i decided to just help another day. ytd i worked about 5hrs and got paid $25:) hehe.. it has been a long time and some regulars still rmb me^-^ haha.. den ytd i met the funny gangster and his two friends. for now they shall be referred to as funny, monkey and the other.
monkey: hey long time never see you. i want one... milo packet.
den he turns to the other and ask what he wants.
monkey:and one more lemon barley cup.
den funny tells monkey he wants a ice lemon tea packet.
monkey:*looking at the drinks*and one more ice lemon tea packet. EH! where got ice lemon tea?!
den funny and the other started laughing (me too) its so stupid la. they always so crazy.
hmmmm den i met ulric and told him i know xueyang his primary school friend. haha..
OHYA! uncle say his brother working for sakae sushi thompson oso you know!! like freaky... everyone there is related somehow. like lost! eeeee... but i never meet uncle's bro Mike yet. phoosh. the aunties say i lost weight le. must be sakae make me tired and lose weight ar. haha.. or maybe i miss someone den sad den lost weight. hehe.. oso ppl has been saying that i'm pretty lately. ego-boost! hehehe.. thursday! go buy swimming costume with mum den evening go dinner at ChompChompChompChomp yumyum^-^ hahaha.. happy!
this morning i was trying to open a container where my ma keep de milo powder in, den i tore my middle finger's skin. den got blood:( and worse is i didnt need to open it coz i have a tin of milo outside. sighh.. got injured for nothing.
hmm... time will be flying pretty fast for the next few weeks. cant wait for school to start. getting quite tired of working life. really tiring. emotionally and physically. right bbybby? :P hehe..
gotta eat lunch and bathe le. so sad my life. haha.. wonder how much i'll get paid. i feel like sleeping.. cant wait for tmr's feast. alright den i'll be going.
THE END!!

my life till now

2008-09-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

me. with my funny hair in zhss on my bday. o'level results day
i'm holding a present of jc pins collected by my friends.
unique present.
so ermm hello batman!
about my few days at work while you were gone.
i'm liking my manager^-^ pretty nice ar she. hehehe..
got one night after work i was talking to chong and xueyang.
den xy say chong got smoke den i say i oso. hahaha!!
den de next night florence offered chong a stick den chong offered me. but well i dont smoke so i reject. den florence offered me oso. haha.. she very cute la. coz she asked me where i study den xy say i nvr study alr. i bad girl. den i say ya. coz i marrying a rich man. so no need study alr. den she shocked and say she pity herself. haha.. cute la. hmmm.. work is quite fun. i've been assigned to do teppanyaki den always no business de so i must go hand out flyers. den everytime i go give out will meet ppl i know de. first time was my pri school friend jane. den some man that i think is my exboss's friend. familiar face cant quite place. den ytd was the malay gangster's friend. sighh.. hahah. stupid guy got such an amused expression on his face. well den ytd at like 8 plus suddenly got alot of ppl. den de chef scold me coz i make him have to cook until like 9.50 and he suppose to finish work at 10. sorry! hehehe.. den de auntie audrey kpo la. she give a little boy sweet den de mother not happy and took it away den de chef look at me and laugh. den i oso cant control la. idiot! den he say 'that's called act smart' in dialect. den audrey anyhow push de chairs when actually got ppl sit de. den become no space for the ppl to sit. den de chef stare at her den she shrug. kpo again. den i gotta push it back. sighh.. haha.. den ytd got two new guys. from nyp de. year1s oso. i gotta say xy learns damn fast. i so lousy la. coz i nvr study de menu le. hehe.. i very blur at work ar. but at least i try my best^-^ ninini.. ohya! xy say i very skinny. that guy blind ar. right bby? hahaha.. hmmm den got one inside chef call me 江湖美人(jiang hu mei ren) means something like ermm a world class beauty? haha.. den he ask me how old am i. den i say 17 den he say i so young. den he say nvm in a few years i would grow up. den i laugh coz it sounds so ridiculous. den he say last time he study poly but drop out coz he's a failure. like so sad ar. but his expressions very cute. i dono how to say. maybe its his eyebrow and de small eyes. make he look funnily cute. >.< hahaha.. den.. nothing much le lor. hmmm.. yup nothing le. okay done!

THE END!!

update

2008-09-16T12:32:00.003+08:00

good afternoon. this is sakae sushi thompson plaza sonia speaking.
updates!
gonna go korea on oct 4-11^-^ bon voyage me!
ermm den my GPA got 3.250. yay? no A's but okay la hor?
den.. ppl in my workplace.
audrey- an auntie who is quitting
fam? yiting- a m'sian girl.
another auntie i dono de name
mingfang- an NYP senior.
(chong) waihao- ermm i forgot what poly. cashier. learning from him
xueyang- same poly as chong. newbie like me^-^
benedict- 20yr old dude who is already married and have a kid! O_O
alvin- 19yo dude in some poly. np i think. so chong is sp? ahhh... ???
irwin- think he graduated from tp. yea..
anymore?? dont think so.
den got florence de manager and sheryll de supervisor.
andy de rider. OH got another guy.
callum- de one who dont talk. hahaha..
work is pretty boring but yea i'm good.
cant wait for school to start. dont really feel like talking bout work. coz its not really a happy thing.
okay forget it.

the end!!

really long~

2008-09-10T22:51:00.006+08:00

do i love muttons or do i love azlan?
azlan. but i like muttons alot ar.their humour. sigh..
Justin said this insult:you're so ugly that when you ask
your dad where did you come from, he said SPCA!
and your head's so small that when you get your ears
pierced you died. hehehe^-^
FUNNY!!
anyway.. promised bby that i'll take a photo of meself
in uniform when i start working. tnah! on top. hehe..

you know.. after 3days of not meeting, i thought i'll be damn fine without him. nope.. wrong. i so miss him. so so badly. its like.. not seeing him for 6days straight. ohwait! i havent seen him for 6days straight. yea. damn. cant believe i can still be here typing this crap. dont even feel like going online since he aint there. checking my phone every minute just in case he msged but i didnt feel it. and when i received a msg and am too busy to read i get so damn frantic and distracted from my work. what's gonna happen to me when he goes ns i wonder. yea. he in camp and fasting makes it worse for the me who is busy with work. sighh.. me with night shifts means can't meet le. yea.

anyway.. on monday i think. monday? yea probably. we went sentosa. we as in my class HS0804 and not we with him. yea. went palawan beach play volleyball frisbee and captain's ball. it has been like a year since i played with a ball? yea. haha.. such memories. sentosa food really very ex ar. den after that, that as in eating, we go siloso. play more and since got a club nearby with music blasting, ppl had to dance. yea i admit i moved a littlelittle bit. music makes my muscle twitch. music makes some ppl get spasms or fits. or whatever. yea. not me ar! haha? den ppl swim and stuff blahblah.. den we go eat dinner at cineleisure and guess what.. i had to be home by 7 and it was alr 8! oops. coz got insurance agent waiting for my p-flower signature and i forgot. poor dude. i'm so sorry. anyway now, if i die, my family gets 150,000 i think. haha.. wooo! i should just die now. for my family. that is they give like 20% to bby. hehehe.. gotta say not bad la class bonding. at least got activity to rmb. yea.

ohyes. work. got no time to tell by bout this part yet.. BBY READ HERE!!
okay here goes. started on ytd. tuesday ba. yup. den actually i very happy ar. coz clear plates hor got one big tub de so very easy. wont drop. BUT today some big boss come say CANNOT! so too bad.. cant use tub unless its weekends. SHIT! so yea. got this dude. man. hahaha. ermm he teach me lots of stuff la. techniques. so i taught he was like so nice! den he whispered THE LADY is gonna test you in 2 days. ticktockticktock. SHIT! so today i tried carrying with tray lor. doing pretty fine ar. but de kitchen kinda cram and de chawanmushi ojiji always block my way and i shy to say sumimasen. excuse me. so yea i will wait till he notice i'm there. cant blame me la. ojiji limping leh. cannot keep asking him to move neh? ohyea i pretty happy working there since me being a nihon fan!! i know some songs and can actually hum to them^-^ shiawase~ first day i got to try de 3 types of chawan made by ojiji den after work got sushi and another chawan to eat. mygosh. calories. another c word i forgot. that can cause heartattack de. yea. today work till 5.30 nia but got to eat a gyoza during lunch. WOOO! yea. and got some ppl try frying de garlic rice at the teppan there so got alot den we eat oso. like dog hor? unwanted food we eat. but the food not bad ar. tmr night shift again so maybe got food? but the apparently strict manager is gonna come so hmmm.. maybe not. i wanna get nicer black shoes. currently wearing my sis's shoes. too big ar. haha.. *i need to pee but later ar* oh yes. i like here coz no need pin hair! wehehehe~ den can chat with ppl too so ROCKS! kinda ba. hope miss strict wont ruin my little ray of sunlight. so the workers here are.. i have no idea! dono de names ar. but i know sheryll. manager. nice lady. hehehe.. den a kinda weird girl. service crew. talks alot but got speech probs. loves to translate what manager says into chinese for me. i suppose she's kind but ermm too much is irritating yea.. sorry. but she poor thing ar. dont think she's that bright and her dad beat her coz she make her umbrella spoil! how dare he. hmph. den got aunties. one english super good and another english ermm.. hmmm.. not that good ar. yea. got 2 boys today. one is de dude i met at briefing which i lent umbrella to and he returned. another is some dude who came like only 3hrs? just to help out during rush hour. awesome that dude. he be de runner and he good ar. i like no need help de. hehheh. den got a girl but i dono her ar. didnt work with her. de english auntie say she good at ass kissing. ooo~ hehehe.. guess i wont be seeing her much since she work 2 days nia. yup. i think i will be meeting more ppl tmr. got one call benedict! yummy~~ asif. hehehe.. ninini. waiting for bby to msg me. i guess that's pretty much my work experience for the 2 days. gotta learn to write fast and keep a steady hand. go me! hope that LADY wont be too harsh. but judging from her face and bad command of language, bet she be a real biatch! but still i shall try my best. oosh!

let's not forget that my sis birthday is less than 30minutes away.
BUT tmr i working till 10 and she'll be asleep so cant celebrate. and no present for her too. :( sorry sissy. last year i oso nvr give leh.. sighh.. make me seem so stingy. ohwell. my family planning to go holiday but dad had to be a scrooge and grouch everytime we choose a nicer place to go coz its expensive. he dare mention JAPAN and den complain its ex. he keep suggesting den grouch when my ma go check up on the places he suggested. coz ex. den suggest for what la! of course JAPAN ex can.. still dare tell me maybe we go JAPAN. RAWR!! >.<>

alright. i go pee le okay bby? love you! we talk next time.

THE END!!

a child.

2008-09-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

thats my cousin Amanda on the left and me on the right. ^-^
she just came back from some holiday trip i believe. lucky girl.

thats me! in the arms of my grandma. hehehe..

pretty dark here. from left its my sis, ahma ahgong and cousin Cheryl.
de little one is me again. hehehe..

and here is my son kai. as if. me again. at my ahma house.
at times i still sit on that same chair when i visit.

my mother and cheeky little me. my sis calls me drama.
hehheh.. potential model wor! ^-^

and lastly, a super cute photo of me. kinda blur here.
de actual photo is much clearer. i look like a doll.

went to visit my ahma today. as we do every sunday.
my sis bday coming so we went tpy safra to eat.
den we went ahma's house and looked through some old photos

laughing at the ppl who were fatter in the past.
hehehe.. den.. my sis noticed maggots crawling
in the albums. so my cousin screamed and we went to
wash our hands. poor ahma gotta clean up after us.
alright i'll end of. tmr going sentosa^-^

THE END!!

animes & mangas

2008-09-06T12:46:00.002+08:00

absolute boyfriend
akanechan overdrive
amaenaideyo!
amaenaideyo! katsu!
as the death god dictates
baby it's you
baby pop
bitter virgin
cardcaptor sakura
clannad
dear school gang leader
fairytail
family compo
fruits basket
girls saurus
gold rush 21
hello baby
high school of the dead
karin
katekyo hitman reborn
kekkaishi
mar
nana
no bra
one piece
ouran high school host club
paradise kiss
rec
rozen maiden
special A
spicy pink
vampire knight
wanted
yankeekun to meganechan

pretty face
today in class 5-2
train man
you're my girlfriend

curse the idiot.

2008-09-03T14:02:00.004+08:00

IF I EVER SEE HIM AGAIN I WILL RIP HIS BALLS OUT!

today i went to Woodlands SATA to get my medical checkup.
so i was at the counter and i was about to pay when i realise
hey how come i only got $20? i'm sure i didnt spend my money.
well i didnt. someone took it! ARGHHHHHH!!! $50!!!! T_T

it was ytd when i went to APEXPAL for my briefing.
den the lady ask me to try out the uniform size.
stupid me left my wallet in the room when there is only one malay dude.
and that bitch took $50 from me.
and i didnt realise that bitch took $50 from me.
stupid me.

damn i should have trusted my first instincts.
when i saw the dude i was like hmmm scary..
den he talk to me. den i was like okay with him ar.
damn it. do i look naive or dumb. i feel so insulted.
when i going toilet i stopped to think if i should take my thing.
damn me for not doing it. WHAT THE HELL!!

oh well today went stool test and injection.
den injecter very nice ar

cute guy^-^ he speaks funny. haha.
last time i go checkup oso saw him.
last time he oso speak funny.

FIFTY can buy bob a hoodie. nice one too.
pescados? yea. *sulks*

sighh.. i've been too reliant on bob alr.

such a bad start to my working experience.

the end!!

kawaii!sugoi!kakkoi!

2008-09-01T16:49:00.002+08:00

hello there. just went to sakae sushi for a job interview.
the manager say she'll call me today or by tmr so yay?
a job at last. ohyea and i went to a pet shop.
they asked me to go back tmr to tryout but the pay is 3.5 only!
so nope. sayonara to the pet shop.
though its kinda nice to work with dogs..

anyway on my way back home. on the bus,
there was this man who opened a can of beer
and started drinking.. no food and/or drinks allowed yea?
den.. he blew his nose. no tissue. just sprayed all the
gold in his nose out. everywhere. OMG! so gross..
and there was a lady behind him, or auntie to be more exact.
she was scratching furiously at a scratchcard thing.
those you can buy at the singapore pools shop? yea.
i feel sad for myself.. why wasnt i born in japan?
those people really made singaporean chinese look bad.
gamble, alcohol, dialect vulgarities. and bad manners.
always chinese. maybe coz chinese is singapore's majority
but like muslims arent supposed to gamble or drink alcohol
which makes them so much better than chinese.
i'm not against gambling or alcohol but seriously
such bad manners makes me sick.

so why i wanna be born in japan?
coz the people are cuter^-^
coz the people can live longer^-^
coz the people are more open-minded^-^
coz the people are more well-mannered^-^
coz the culture there is more deep^-^
coz the scenery there is more awesome^-^
coz the things there are more original^-^
coz i dont gotta give a shit about what i wear to 'fit in'

i miss bby.. fasting month and camps.. damn.
hurry up and be over please? pretty please?
meanwhile i'll work hard^-^ love you!

THE END!!

simpleton

2008-08-31T13:55:00.002+08:00

so here's a picture of my class 4e2.
probably the last i'll take with them. yea..
to think i really looked forward to meeting everyone.
den i realise that not everyone wanna meet me.
silly me.
well anyway i went back to ZHSS. really excited.
i spent like two days thinking what i should wear.
considering the fact that everyone would be in uniform
so i cant go overboard with my dressing and stuff.
finally got dressed and left house.
missed de 162 so i walk reallyreally fast to the 58 stop.
met oliver on the 58! so scared i would be late..
but then when i reach zhss busstop, nobody was there.
so i waited for my friends awhile den decided to go in
find Corine to give her present. den stood around for the next 2hrs?
waiting for my friends to finish talking among themselves.
took some photos. answered some questions like:
what school are you in?
what course are you taking?
azlan not coming?

thanks ppl. i know you all miss me alotalot. yea.
traveled to city hall. de trip was excruciating for me.
everyone was all chattychatty but i wasnt talking.
not even in their circle of friendship.
so yea when we reached cafe cartel for lunch,
yup i was like forgotten and hmmm left out of the table.
but its cool. i got weijian jianzhi and xinling to seat with me.
lunch was okay i guess. den after lunch ppl went to watch movie.
me weijian ling jiahui and mingkiat went to play pool.
yea den i left to meet hubby^-^ and my day brightened up.
guess i learnt my lesson. yupyup i did.
i should just keep to the small circle of friends
that i have that wont leave me in an awkward silence.

but i gotta say that i've made some great friends in my life.
and i love them alot^-^
guess not everyone can be a great friend of mine.

THE END!!

i love you. hehe..

alone at home

2008-08-19T17:32:00.002+08:00

i am alone at home. dad is coming back alr:)
i dont like being alone at home.
my ma and sis went holiday with grandma and pa.

poly exams are kinda hard ar. at least for me.
since i didnt spend much time on studying too.
tsktsk.. too lazy alr me.

anyway.. finding job!! need a job! want a job!
i miss my friends. chu and qun.. and many others..

today was marketing paper. aiya dono what to say ar.
puipuipui.

8sept got outing to sentosa! with poly class.
hope i'm free^-^
but paiseh ar.. go there. hahaha..
i oso wont suntan or anything.
gonna end off here and read some manga^-^

ps tmr 9months alr wor!

THE END!!

robertsonofagun

2008-08-15T17:23:00.003+08:00

hello there. the angel from my nightmare.

that picture above is my class HS0804~!!
cutehorcutehor? can you spot my personal mentor?
long time never blog alr.. dono what to say.

hmmm.. my life has been great. pretty much.
currently looking for a job. exam period now.
and my ma and sis are going overseas without me.
sighh.. haha..

ohya recently i've been doing a bunch of this cubecraft.com cubecreatures.
so adorable! i made batman and ironman for bby, gir for syaz and a rabbit for qun.
maybe later i'll be having supper with chujun^-^
i fat liao.. banyat babat.. T_T ARGHH!!

watched money no enough 2 today.
dont usually support local films but it was touching?
cried 3 times. ahahaha.. den bbybby had to wipe my tears. hehe..
bbybby ar i miss you alr. haha.. so mushy~
like mash potato and bacon and ham and eggs and spinach.

THE END!!

bobilicious!

2008-05-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

sobob is here! cheer for me!!
hehehe.. sighh..
after one month of being in nyp,
my bobs realise my dance power! haha..
i'm a total loser now with no cca and
i am STILL working at de bbt shop.
in fact i just worked today and gonna work tmr!
quite nice to see familiar faces..
den de shop hor.. keep changing price ar.
den i gotta rmb again.. poor me..
phoosh.. poly life quite tiring ar..
didnt get to go out for a long long time.
with my .. *coughcough*
ermm.. ytd went to vj to see their guitar concert.
not too bad. nice. ^-^
i wanna complain about projects ar..
tiring seh! ohoh!!
hitman reborn is so nice!!!
hehehehehehehhe...
i like hibari san! and hibird!
KAWAII!! hehehehe..
and hor! the GazettE got new single!!
lalalalala..
love them so much!! hehe..
ehhh.. my brain abit numb alr.
shall go sleep den..
byebye babies! *woosh*

THE END!!

orientation

2008-04-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

shant put pics today. super no mood. need to buy laptop leh.. oh well.. just bought a LG viewty last week.. today was orientation. made some friends. cool^-^ den my class got 2 ppl from same pri school as me. sean and melissa? yea. den azlan not same class as me.. ya! den he got chosen as mr.freshie of his class.. sighh.. i'm nothing but a nuisance.. ohwell.. aiya de end le la

~poopy~

2008-03-27T12:45:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling sad and lonely..
ma found a job so i'm alone at home.
my sis went nuts and bleached her hair blonde.
the next day its back to black..
waking up to an empty home.
eating alone everyday.
breakfast, lunch and dinner.
got no friends at work..
not allowed to be wif him..
cant wait for school..
den can see him everyday.
den can stop working.
den i'll have friends.
den i'll have something to do.
wont feel so empty like now..
i wanna see him..
wanna see him so badly..
wanna eat wif my family..
wanna turn back time..
now nobody has time for me anymore.
dont even get to see my grandparents every sunday anymore..
its been months.. for so many months i've had no life.
wanna go poly. start dancing..
dance dance dance..
all my friends have their own lives to lead.
i wanna go back to sec school..
go back to playing my cello.
there was this bitch customer.
she dont want me to make her bubbletea for her.
says ppl only like my drinks coz i got a pretty face.
bitch. at least my face and attitude is better than hers.
her bitch daughter still complained that my drink not nice.
whatever bitch. ask boss to make lor..
save me the trouble. bitch.
i wanna sleep. dont wanna go work.
dont wanna meet those kids that call me auntie.
dont wanna meet those boys who like to tease me.
dont wanna meet those bitches who hate my face.
dont wanna meet those bitches who show me faces.
dont wanna work wif the auntie who like to touch my ass.
dont wanna work wif the auntie thats blur like shit.
FUCKED UP wif work. but for the money..
actually i dono why i'm still working leh..
dont need the money lor..
more like i feel guilty quitting.
coz its so shorthanded there.
everyone would have to work damn hard without me there.
the poor auntie who touches my ass..
dont wanna work wif her but she's pitiful too..
i'm feeling worse than shit.
gonna get myself a new phone W380i
a phone pouch and pencil box.
nanathai.. sighh..

THE END!!

i've got no life!

2008-03-12T12:34:00.003+08:00

i so needa bathe.. gotta work soon..
dont you agree that cassis is the nicest song ever?
hehehe.. okayokay..
ytd went to celebrate jiahui's bday!!
at amk hub. me,jh,rao,mama,xl,melissa and kelmen.
went to newyorknewyork to eat den go watch StepUp2! NICE!!
gosh.. i totally love dancing!! hehe..
so wanna join dance in nyp leh.. *prays*
hahaha.. yea den went to work at 5plus.
met de gangsters.. hahaha..
got one guy always insult me! say not nice..
lucky not i make de.. den i say of course la!
not i make one ma.. hehe..
got some customers quite funny ar..
but then most speak dialect den i cant understand..
ohwell.. still can tell they're funny..
holidays are so boring.. very little ppl come buy drinks leh..
comecome ppl!! come support me!!
my friend just learnt to make drinks^-^
i taught her de.. hehehe..
but she's leaving this friday.. den i'll be lonely..
ohwell.. lonely in gorgeous. haha..
GazettE is the BEST!! ruki's voice is so hot..
sighh.. hope something nice happens today!
boss quite nice to me leh..
think i'm gonna continue working..
poly is ex leh.. esp when i'm paying my fees.
den i still wanna buy so many stuff..
my family dont want me to get laptop leh..
but oso okay la. waste my money..
rather but clothes or wallet or PENCILBOX!!
yay! hehe.. right.. gotta bathe alr.
till next time!
ps. aishiteru bby!

THE END!!

work so far..

2008-02-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

feeling tired.. ytd worked for 13hrs.. standing..
today is 9hrs!! gosh.. my left leg hurts again..
saw a few zhss juniors from co de. coincidental!!
ohyea got new girl..
everyone working there is related la..
they're a family wif 10 siblings.
de new girl is someone's daughter..
ohwell.. she's 18 so its nice^-^
got friend le!! hehehe..
den she's in dance and study at np.
we laugh at customers lor.. hehehe..
got a guy order pearl milktea dowan pearl
den we laugh until he say i know i funny la..
hehehe.. lucky we young and cute^-^ haha!!
den got one regular.. he lost his voice..
deh he speak his voice will crack.
den i laugh until super happy. hehehe..
den they keep joking la.. boss and him^-^
den got a lady order de drink..
den she drop de coin into de grass jelly's jelly.
den coz de gangster's friend sitting there..
(pls refer to my previous post)
den he tease me la!
when i scoop de jelly for another customer..
coz i cant get de coin out ma..
den boss say i die le..
den he help me^-^ say its not my fault.
haha.. nice ppl! yay. hahaha..
den later he came back to get drink..
den his friend want milo packet.
den very little left le ma..
den he help me tilt de container!^-^
nice. hehe.. den he tease me la..
coz i put back de milo container.
den he ouch! and quickly withdrew his hand..
faker! hmph! den he start laughing la..
ohwell.. at least everyone's nice^-^
i spent my whole pay alr..
went out wif qun on a monday and spent 140plus?
bought 2dress, cap, sunglasses, 2 necklaces and my ma's present^-^
thurs went to watch L^-^
finally went to watch movie after a month..
ohyea i can make bbt le..
even got an apron to wear^-^ yeayea!
hehehe.. next pay: GAZETTE! PSP? haha..
till next time..
THE END!!

feelin' rich!

2008-02-17T11:15:00.003+08:00

got my first pay yesterday!!^-^ which is $350.50!! woots!! hehe..
gave 100 each to my parents and 50 to my sis..
so i'm left with 100..
gonna buy a dress? a (diy?) pencil box and my ma's present..
wa! den my next pay i'm gonna get Gazette's stuff!
suddenly rmb can buy their stuff. hehehe.. *excited*
and gonna get a red psp maybe? if its nice^-^
gotta say my work aint too bad.
weekends are quite nice coz not so much rowdy kids.
den de customers are overall friendly^-^
ohyea my leg is feeling much better alr! can walk le.
hahaha.. a bit swollen but its okay..
went out wif ling, jiahui and mama.
they say i make de mango milk tea not nice.. T_T
but i only learnt the day before so i dint get much practice.
so nevermind.. i'll continue to improve myself. haha..
they made JC sound interesting leh..
wif all the AngelMortal thing and roses exchange..
so fun la!! cant wait for poly to start. haha..
dono if i should continue to work leh..
ohyea. that time de aunties made a big fuss
of me going poly when they found out that
i scored 11 and got an A1 for english..
hahaha.. those aunties talk very loud..
that time i shhh! one of them leh..
den i felt guilty.. sighh.. coz i taking orders ma..
den she yellyellyell.. den i cant hear..
Gazette!! ガゼット!! listening to them now!! ^-^
i shall order their concert the next time i get paid.
hehehe.. ahhh.. now i so excited le!!
ohya!! did anyone know that there is a durian bubble tea?!
eew!! hahahahaha.. i thought the customer joking la..
den i still laugh.. i always laugh at customers.. oops! ^-^
but everyone's been nice la. so nevermind! hehheh..
hmmhmm.. cant wait to know which school i going..
till then,
THE END!!

Valentine's Sorrow

2008-02-14T18:51:00.002+08:00

just got off from work..

its valentine's but i still had to work

but coz i injured my both ankles and had them both banadaged,

i got off work early..

hence i'm sitting here feeling super miserable..

went out wif liqun in the morning..

ate mos den really really cant tahan anymore

so i went to de sinsei to get my both legs fixed

when he said he's gonna wrap both up, i started laughing..

yup i look like a retard on valentines..

den therapy was pain like hell..

i keeping ahh-ing and laughing..

but its so much better now! ^-^

except that i stink and cant bathe..

den hor.. i work there den got a malay gangster like me..
den today i went break den come back saw he and 2 friends talking
his friend(A) buys a drink and ask for my name..
den he: byebye sonia. *waves*

me: byebye *half-smiles*
den his friend(B) comes to buy drink too..
den he: *leans against counter* eh valentines never go out ar?
me: *scoops drinks* nope. boss dont let me off..
he: you got boyfriend ar?
me: err.. ya.
den they starts speaking in malay den he sang something and left..

i broke his heart on valentine's day.. sighh..

feels guilty but oh well.. haha..

den now i'm home le.. later he depressed..

why am i so concerned.. too nice le me. hehe.. ^-^

saw so many ppl wif flowers and chocolates! T_T

sad sad.. den ppl wish de aunties happy valentines

but nobody wish me.. *depressed* haha..

wawawa.. okay la..

i'm getting happier le. *grins*

to ppl who are concerned for me, i'm fine!

back to being the ADORABLE SONIA!!

hehehehe.. ^-^

smile on everyone!!

THE END!!

~-~

2008-02-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

work starts in 2hrs..

ohoh! okay.. i shall talk about CNY.

went to visit my dad's ma for 4days straight!

first time ever. hahaha..

quite fun! den go my dad's cousin's house to play.

gosh his house is way cool!!

got so many things to play and de look is so nice!!

and its two-storeys!! ^-^

den den den..

since i'm not married, i got angpows!!

i think i got $470 like that..

got $46 from my workplace lor.. woots!! hehe..

thursday is my off day!

valentine's day.. couples' day..

cant go out wif him though..

but i'm going out wif liqun! ohwell..

at least i'm not stuck at work. hehehe..

dont feel like typing le..

till next time.

THE END!!

i wanna rip myself apart

2008-02-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

life is so crazy sometimes..
on de eve of new year..

i took bus from lena's house to my ahma's house

hougang to toapayoh.. very ex ma

so i wanna pay coins

den de driver dont believe my ezlink is mine

den he confiscate!! mygosh

very pissed lor..

but i managed to stay calm.

anyway i talked nicely den got it back.

i'm so fake sometimes..

doing things against my will..

rational? i wish i wasnt..

so many times i have my stupid brain

to tell me what's right..

den my heart will ache so badly..

what am i to do?

am i wrong to obey my parents?

why do i feel pain when i do?

i just hope everything will blow over

and i'll be happy in the end..

i've found my happiness..

but why am i forbidden to keep it?

is this all my fault?

trying to make something that dont belong to me mine..

i wish time would fly faster..

everything to pass in a blur..

den i wouldnt feel so much..

no love no hate no attachments to things that cant last..

i should be a nun.. rid myself of emotions..

God please help me..

THE END!!

bubble tea girl

2008-02-04T09:11:00.000+08:00

my horoscope for today:
Restriction doesn't look good on you,
so why even bother trying it on right now?
hmmm.. hahaha..
today will be a hard day at work.. students will be coming..
busy busy busy!
my shoulder very aching le..
not used to so many scooping drinks . sigh..
yesterday de auntie tease me seh..
got one boy give me 50cents.
den i dont know his order ma.. den i stunned..
but i was actually holding his drink.
den the auntie say mei nu kan dao ni jiu blur
mygosh.. embarrassing. den the boy and his friend so amused.
eeeeeeeee.... sighh..
ohyea my boss is an ass. haha..
hmmm.. actually my job pretty slack. coz dont really have a crowd de ma
but i hate it when people stare at me while i scoop drinks.
make me feel dumb. i still cant make packet drinks and bubbletea
and i cant remember the price of bottled drinks too..
ohyea. and i cant make beancurd too. gotta try harder! go me!
my boss like to nag at me leh..
den that time he made me confused
den the guy say dont panic!
haha.. the customers are pretty nice
i think i provide good service too.
and i always do things i know how to without being told
sighh.. i'm such a good worker.. hahahahaha!
cant wait for new year.. den got some break. finally!
hahaha.. i still dont know my pay leh..
not sure if its 4.5 or 5.. anyway i shouldn't complain..
since i get to eat dinner with my family everday.
haha.. dinner is 30minutes. den make my ma come down accompany me.
yay! i'm so spoilt leh.. rely so much on others.
dont care! hehehe..

hey mr.english!
was hoping you'll visit. haha..
do drop by anytime! ^-^
i'll be ready to be teased.
PMT! hahaha..

THE END!!

puii..

2008-02-02T10:25:00.000+08:00

was watching NANA.
came across a nice ermm.. phrase?
its never meaningless to love someone
no matter how much pain it causes..
true true! *nods*
yesterday's job was pretty okay..
but i realise that i prefer to slack at home than work..
luckily there wasnt a crowd..
today would be crowded ba..
saturday plus good weather..
why wont it rain.. T_T
hehheh.. ohyea..
i'm working at my house there de bubbletea shop.
must count money den remember the cost of bubbletea..
OMG!! i suddenly realise my sis is at home!!
after being awake for an hour..
oops! hahaha..
anyway its not too hard..

but i dont like my boss..

yucks!! hmph.

anyway.. i'm shocked to know that

someone actualyy came to read my blog!

wow! mr english.. johnny english!

not funny.. okay fine..

hmph. evil mr english!

shall use my air power to attack you!

gwahahahaha..

april quick come!!

i so wanna start school..

den no need to work le..

i dont wanna quit now..

like so spoilt brat..

okayokay!

shall try my best!! ^-^

come visit me again mr english!!

THE END!!

happiness..

2008-02-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

why is it so hard to be happy?
dont everyone wants to be happy?
den why cant everyone try their
best to make each other happy?
self-centered greedy people..
its sad to live in this messy world
where people cant be satisfied..
i shall try my best to be happy
for myself, for people who love me,
no matter what life has install for me,
i shall go for it! and have
fun while i'm at it. ^-^
each person have their own meaning to life
but i believe that everyone is
searching for their happiness..
be contented and think less..
take one step at a time and try
your best! nothing is futile..
i'm gonna work hard and smile at every thing life throws my way!

THE END!!

jobs jobs jobs

2008-01-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

what's up?!

hmmm.. went to work today..

distribute flyers^-^ super easy!

finished de job in an hour and..

$20 in my wallet! hehehe..

ohyea.. a weird lady asked me for my number..

said she was in some property job.

i'm so dumb to give her..

but she was so ermm.. forceful?

unreasonable.. weird.. she even made

sure i gave my real number.. ._.

my senior came to help me but she wouldnt let me go..

gosh.. weirdo.. sigh..

hope she leaves me alone..

or offer me a super job. haha..

den after de flyer job,

i went novena to find job,

got hired by donut factory! ^-^

yea! but i'm hoping to get a sales job instead..

same pay, less work. hehhehheh..

prays that i get the sales job!!

THE END!!

my best birthday ever!

2008-01-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

ytd was my bday!!
and oso de release of o'level results..
got an 11 for r5 and 8 for r4!
congrats me!! woots!! hahaha..
i received a box of JC pins since i'm not going JC.
a really nice and thoughtful gift. super special!^-^
a notebook from chu wif a special note inside.
a Capt.JackSparrow framed puzzle done by Azlan!
wow!! hahaha.. really cool. so nice! ^-^
a pillow, puzzle, soup and badge from qun.
a shiny lip gloss from corine.
and a paper crane from Japan by puyuan!
yay!! thanks everyone!! *bows*
feeling so old now.. sigh..
since i'm 17 now, i'm gonna apply for
a job at de donut factory.
hope i'll get de job!! hehe..

decisions decisions..
must decide which school i wanna go to..
nyp or np?
confirm i'll take de tourism course de. confirm!
haha..

*yawns* tired le..
tmr must go celebrate Amanda's bday!
hope de weather will be perfect!! ^-^
saw a red psp.. hehehe.. *-*
wonder if it'll feel nice playing it..
owning it. hmmmm..

THE END!!

after a long time..

2008-01-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

well well.. hmmmm..
results are out this thursday.
24th January 2008!
17yrs after i was born
sigh..
hope i got some bday luck. hehe..
okay. ermm..
have been watching animes alot
-REC
-RozenMaiden
-Kogepan
-Kekkaishi
-OnePiece
-Clannad
cant remember what else.. sigh..
tmr going out wif chu and qun..
long time nvr see chu le..
today went out wif ma and sissy..
bought shoe and shirt..
bought lots of stuff lately. shirts.
haha.. seems to me that more ppl are considering poly..
well i made my choice a long time ago and i'm sticking to it!
go me! yeayea!! ^-^
gonna see everyone soon!
after a long time.
wonder if there's any changes. besides mama and her hair.
hmmmm..

THE END

hishashiburi!

2008-01-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

heyhey! so long never blog liao..
hmmm.. lets update.
graduated from Zhonghua Sec.
plans for de future :
go NYP! take up hospitality and resort management
hope i can make it!!
*praysprays* haha..
ehhh.. hmmm..
Azlan is going to NYP too! woots!
hehheh.. ^-^
ermm.. since de last time i've blogged,
my hair has grown alotalot! yay!
i have met up wif my pri sch buddies! yay!
watched quite a few movies! yay!
hmmm.. nothing much happened though..
boring life. gotta get a job!
must-find-job.
everyone is schooling now. sad.
chujun is coming back though. soon.
liqun is quitting too.
den now find job kinda dumb seh..
but nevermind. at least got some income.
spend time wisely.
what should i work as??

THE END!!

go me!

2007-08-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

damn.. my results have been sucking badly..

got an A2 for my chinese o's.. craps!

not gonna retake though.. i did my best alr.

dont think i've got a chance..

anyway just need an A for all my subjects

can le.. oso no need for A1s. haha..

consoling my discouraged soul..

dont feel like typing le. cant wait for 3mths

later! PARTY!! woohoo!! lol.

many ppl's bday coming up..

feeling broke lo..

prelims are coming.. gotta work hard..

go ME!!

THE END!!

i'm scared..

2007-06-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

hmm.. school is gonna reopen..

and this will be de last semester

of mine in ZHSS 4e2 T.T

next week is de mock-prelims..

after mock-prelims, there are

prelims and de real thing..

den we all can relax a little

before de results are released..

den we'll go to our new schools,

make new friends and study again..

dis is a never-ending cycle..

so scary de way time flies..

lol. i wonder what happens when we die..

will we go to somewhere else

and continue this cycle??

i suppose de people you meet

in your life time is what

matters most.. and what you do

with your time with them..

after all, it is fate that made

us cross path with each other..

everyday, we pass by so many people,

yet we barely know who they are..

so we should realy treasure those around us..

i've made some great friends in these 4 years.

and i quiet agree with what my sister said..

de best friends you'll have are from sec sch.

after secondary school, time will probably

fly even faster.. with only 2-3 yrs to make

friends and make life work..

i hope a few yrs from now, my friends will

still remember me, or better, keep in contact

with me :)

craps.. i only wish i could be a little

more motivated to work harder.. lol.

all in all, i hope that i'll have fun

living in this life time.. ^o^

THE END!!

fairy tail

2007-06-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

de guy in de bottom left is GRAY!! *swoon*

my new obsession FAIRYTAIL!! haha..

GrayFullbuster is damn cool!!

he keeps appearing shirtless..

so hot ^o^ haha..
i think its quite interesting..

kinda expensive though..

to collect the series..

today is / yesterday was

shiyun's and jianxiang's bday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

i'm gonna end of here coz

i think some wor-ing idiot

that is 16yrs and 6days old

is gonna read this soo...

till next month ^o^..

GYAHAHAHAHAHA..

THE END

Kaizoku Forever!!

2007-05-31T16:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. pirates3 left me feeling confused,

not because i dont understand but rather

because i dont know how i feel about it..

Capt.JackSparrow was hot and cool

but i think it was dumb when Calypso

grew huge.. All in all i love Capt.Jack :)

Chinese o'level is over, but i'm feeling

kinda scared bout it.. hope i do good

in de oral..

Many birthdays coming up..

Chujun's, Azlan's, Shiyun's and JianXiang's..

sigh.. cant believe Pirates is over..

now i feel so sad and empty. lol

i wonder when will JohnnyDepp's

next movie be.. mayybe dis time

he'll be king of some unknown country..

craps.. got lots of stuff to study for de

o'levels that are coming soon..

cant wait for it to be over..

time seems to be flying so fast..

THE END!!

MAY DAY ! !

2007-05-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

i just cant wait till 24th may!!
den i can finally get to see Johnny Depp again!!
i am so in love with him.. T.T
Captain Jack Sparrow
please take me away on your ship..
i'll travel to the world's end with you.
please take me away!!

lol. i'm crazy in love with him.
23 days to the official opening of
Pirates Of The Caribbean:
At World's End

ah... so excited!!
got my hair cut 2 days ago..
BUT WHO CARES!!
when POTC is coming out!!

3weeks and 2days later!
See you soon Capt. Jack!!

THE END!!

breezy..

2007-04-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

long long time ago..

2nd April - Zhonghua Chinese Orchestra got GOLD!! ^o^

we got celebration den de food quite nice!

and i've officially graduated. YEA!!

some funny stuff happened..

lets see..

me and steph bought presents for yongjie and onzen!

A cute little pink card for onzen coz

he got a pink shirt for his bday.

and a primary school english assessment

for yongjie coz his english SUCKS! lol.

and steph wrapped de present wif many many

layers of newspaper.. haha..

ohya.. got interclass games..

netball for girls and soccer for guys.

nothing much..

den got de setting up of fanclubs..

i think de membership is..

TahJIAN:1 member

WeiJIAN:2 members

JIANzhi:2 members

Jianxiang:3 members

YONGJIE:0 member!!

but becoz people pity de retarded bamboo,

i joined as full-time fan,

steph as part-time and xinyun as temp part-time.

den 2.4km run/walk i failed. lol

only did 1round around punggol..

den people keep teasing me lor..

but nvm i had a good time laughing.

ytd went to a japanese restaurant to eat

at centrepoint?

den ate a lot lar.. all de meat!

yum! ^o^

den got one 'angmo' very funny.

he drink de sake and made a funny face. lol

but seriously de sake smells like super glue and taste worst!

den he ate de durian and acted like it was poison.lol

den he smell his breath lar and drank lots of water

den finally he went to the toilet. so cute..

which reminds me when Azlan tell Jianxiang

'wo bang ni an mo'

den he explains that an mo comes from ang mo hence de name..

he very funny lor..

den today de NSW paper we very bad..

he colour all Bs and Ds and i colour all As and Cs lar..

den we got nothing to do for de rest of de 45minutes..

i think de NewSouthWales paper a bit waste time

and money esp i always get participation. lol

today my class and 4N2 got punished..

coz we nvr sing during morning assembly so

we must sing de school song to the whole school

but we nvr sing.. then..

we got to stand in front of everyone and sing TWICE!!

but it was okay lar, not that embarrassing.. lol

den Azlan very funny.

he was saying he wanna be samurai

den jianxiang wanna be ninja

den he say onzen is sumo ang yongjie a geisha!!

cant rmb le.. gotta do my AMATH!! T.T T.T T.T

till next month. lol.

THE END!!

p.flower is withering..

2007-03-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

i'm back..

been busy for a long time. got lots of co practice..

for de holidays, i got co from 8am to 4.30pm everyday..

was really tired. den today must go school.. zzz..

sigh.. my amath seriously suck. damn..

ma ma just came home and saw me. oops..

she's nagging.. hmm.. she wants me to go tuition..

i think tuition will help..

i'm too lazy to do de extra work leh..

lol.. my amath got a 5/30 ._.

and overall got a 25.9/100..

and my 'cher was nagging bout our Attitude prob.

i'm sleepy.. but got lots of math work to do..

i wonder how my parents will react if they saw my report. lol

tmr got a CO performance in school..

sudden thought: i hate my life..

nvm..

bye..

THE END!!

mugen

2007-02-16T18:56:00.000+08:00

[ I don't give a rat's ass about going to hell. I guess it's because I feel like I'm already there! ]

gosh... i'm in love with a wild man!
Mugen of Samurai Champloo...
a great swordsman, an ex-pirate,
a total pain in the ass...
and worst of all, he has the voice of...
Roronoa Zoro [ Kazuya Nakai ]

i'd say he is damn ass sexy!!
he fights like he is breakdancing.
and he is so skinny in de bermudas.
in fact he kinda reminded me of Zoro.
hahaha... but he is hotter...
maybe its because OnePiece is more 'kiddy'
btw, Samurai Champloo is rated M18...
but One Piece is funnier and more emotional.

anyway just wanna say that i love Mugen!

ps happy new year to everyone! ^o^

THE END!!!

elf

2007-01-31T17:40:00.001+08:00

my first post for 2007

2007-01-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

i've been so bust this week,
CO practice every tuesday, thursday and friday...
den must stay back everyday for SSP.

anyway, wanna thank everyone who made my birthday so nice!
hahaha... ^o^
really appreciate the fact that many people actually bother about me!

lingling qianhui and liqun went out wif me to get me my presents!
doreen and steph gave me cute little keychains!
qianhui gave me 2 pairs of earrings.
shiyun gave me an owl necklace.
jiahui and mama gave me a cute little girl earrings.
corine gave me a pig.
a few of my classmates gave me a jacket, pants, onepiece stickers.
my junior gave me stickers with my name.
azlan gave a chocolate!!! haha..
and huimin and wenhui gave me mercy chocolates.

its really nice to have people who aren't your classmates wishing you happy birthday. in fact, its even better that people who know you wish you happy birthday. actually its plain nice to know that people cares. hahaha..

thanks everyone!

THE END!

pls upload onepiece

2006-12-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

went Vivo to watch Night At The Museum with my classmates.
sat at de 2nd row!!! so uncomfortable... T.T
i love de part where Owen Wilson and de roman guy puncture de tire!
^o^ its so dumb but funny.

i've been coughing for 2weeks... ._.
but kept insisting not to see a doctor. :P

T.T
nobody uploads one piece and MAR anymore!!!
i want de one piece year end special!!!
someone pls upload!!!
i'm damn bored... ... ...
T.T

school reopening soon...
still got amaths [both oso dono how to do]
chem [did a little,rest dono]
phys [did a little, corrections must copy]
& emath exs [not doing since i collect de]
dono what to do wif my hair...
should i tie or cut??? ._.

YEAH!!!
my parents are back!
my mutton rice! WAHAHA...
LUNCHTIME!!!

THE END!

yoyoi!

2006-12-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

my new love!
Nanashi of Marchen Awakens Romance!
must find a nice picture of him to upload.
wahaha...^o^
he's so hot and a cool gentlemen too!!!
dont worry Zoro!
you're still my number one!
._.

my sis's friend came back from Japan
and got me 2 ONE PIECE figurines!!
one is Sogeking + Chopper
and the other is Robin!
and also Usopp & Luffy's pin.
sugoi!!! ^0^
thought of buying ONE PIECE manga...
must wait till next year before i get to watch zoro beat the CP9!!!
wanna buy bk42, den can see Chopper use Monster Point and beat that YOYOI! guy
mwahaha... revealed too much!

ps. OP ep128 is super funny!
watched it for de 2nd time today.

anyway i'll be off lo...
NANASHI!!! here i come!

THE END

marimo!

2006-11-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

marimo! hahaha...

just watched ONEPIECE!
cant wait for ep288!!!
zoro is THE FUNNIEST GUY ever!
he is so damn serious but ends up sounding dumb...
i love it when he called sanji 'mosquito incense'
den he says stupid stuff like
'don die on me or i'll kill you'
and his 'CALL OF BRAVERY' ^o^

he has NO sense of direction.
he even gets lost when people are guiding him.
and blames people for getting lost...
like when de SOUTHBIRD *which only faces south*
follows him around, he was like
'where are you looking at? stupid bird.'

when he made de train fly mid-air
he acts all brave and smart
saying 'trust it all to...'
and everyone was like
'YEAH! ZORO!'
and he says 'luck...'

den when he saw kaku transforn into a man-beast
he said 'that's retarded!'
den he was like
'how could i've let a stupid line like that slip... crap! i got distracted too easily'

i think de funniest was when they first entered de GrandLine
everyone was running around trying to kep de ship afloat
and he slept through de sun, snow, thunderstorm and all de commotion!
den he FINALLY yawns 'that was a good nap!'
and saw everyone resting and says
'why are you all resting? i know its a great day but we must be on de alert... are you sure we are in de right direction?'

everything about him is just so funny!!!
sigh... i'm in love with a idiot!

THE END!

performances

2006-11-26T18:55:00.000+08:00

yawnz...
after sleeping for 1.5 days, i feel so much better.

thursday, 23Nov'06
esplanade
yee en, kai jie, pu yuan, hin wai and ME!
went to watch A Hero's Life.
gosh... the place was so damn quiet it made my ears bleed.
and that kai jie fell asleep!!! so damn irriating!!!
hahaha... the people were PROS!!!
so damn amazing their skills!!!
during de 2nd half, we saw Ma Laoshi!!!
heehee... ^o^
it was a pretty nice performance but
everyone was feeling preety tired
coz we practiced from 8am...

friday, 24Nov'06
ZHSS HALL
the day of our Music & Movement!
we practiced until everyone's hands were aching...
my thumbs were practically gonna fall off... T.T
but de hard work was worth it?!
ZHCO did a pretty good job...
but de cello solo part was...
average??!!! hopefully?!
so scary to be de only instrument playing...
phew... but its over till next year's SYF.
de day ended in a damn fun way! hahaha...
de band was playing YMCA and i was like
dancing like crazy!!!
doing de Y M C A thing...
den my friend joined me...
everyone was laughing and having a great time.
den de band did de last song...
i think its called SWAY?
and everyone was clapping and grooving to de music...
CO de mar... cant help moving to the beat.
even de teachers were cool wif our dancing.
hahaha...
shiba!!! too bad you couldnt join me!!! T.T

anyway i'm off for more ONEPIECE action!!!
its been a long time since i touched de comp le!

THE END!

ADDICTION!

2006-11-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

from left: usopp, robin, chopper, sanji, nami, zoro, luffy

ahh......
i'm in love...
with ONE PIECE!!!

i feel so stupid when i watch ONE PIECE and start crying...
it is only an anime but den i'm so caught up by it!!!
even right now i'm listening to ONE PIECE songs...
i'm so obsessed with ONE PIECE!!!
i'm so hopeless... T.T
so far i've cried during the part about
Sanji leaving the Baratie
Chopper and Dr. Hiruruku story
and recently i've cried during the
part where Going Merry cant be repaired
and Usopp fought Luffy for it
and when Luffy said 'It's heavy'
OMG! i cant stop crying lor...
Zoro is just so cool!!!
he was all calm and cool and
said 'It's a Captain's burden...'
seriously, i've cried more than just these...

anyway this will be a busy week for me.
my school will be having a performance
and i must perform... so i've got
rehearsals and lots of practice...
P.S. sorry JX, cant meet you so soon... T.T

in conclusion, i've gotta admit ONE PIECE ROCKS!!!
ONE PIECE makes me laugh, cry and fall in love!
besides there are some really hot guys & gals that makes ONE PIECEworth watching.
i'm off to watch ONE PIECE!!! hahaha... ^0^

THE END!!!

the CRUMB!

2006-10-31T14:40:00.000+08:00

hi hi hi!!! ^o^ heeheehee...
today something very funny happened!
wahahaha...
we were passing around packet of biscuits
den by accident spill some crumbs on my table.
so i asked Chester to throw away for me. den
he actually wanted to pour in my mouth de -.-
BUT DEN he saw yuning talking to oliver and
jian zhi... SO...
he took a piece of crumb and walks up to his
unsuspecting victims...
CHESTER:'yuning! yuning!'
den yuning looks at him...
CHESTER:'AH...'
he opens his mouth in front of yuning
AND...
YUNING:'AH...'
IN GOES THE CRUMB! CHESTER SCORES!!!
WOOHOO!!! ^o^
i couldnt stop laughing in class sia...
i'm like laughing so damn loud lor...
i think my teacher must be think i crazy
le, today keep laughing...
den yuning spat out de biscuit on de floor lor... eew!
den he went to chase chester but chester is gone!
bwahahaha...
OMG! they are so lame! T.T
but chester is always so damn funny.
he can never grow up... >.<
and yuning is forever so stupid...
he can actually forget to take his bag
after morning assembly... T.T

my new layout! cant say if its nice or not leh...
well... never mind...

P.S. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

THE END!!!

happy!

2006-10-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

yay! my dear shiba bought a heart shaped balloon
for me!!! hahaha... so weird sia... carying a red
deformed heart shaped balloon around school.
hahaha... my friends still say i bought it for myself.
-.-''' as if i would do that... and i won some money
from playing black jack wif my mates. yeah! ^o^
went shopping today wiif my sis. we bought too
much stuff den got no money to pay. hahaha...
luckily my aunt was there and she paid for us...
so pai seh... T.T
den took taxi to compass point which my aunt
gave us money for. i ate KFC. one whole buddy
meal. imagine me eating 2 pieces chicken and
de cheezito and drink and whipped potato...
T.T T.T T.T
anyway happy deepavali and selamat hari raya!

THE END

still alive

2006-10-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

what a day... i got back all my results except for english.
chinese -> 74
emath -> 73?
physics -> 62
geography -> 59
chemistry -> 56.5
social studies -> 50
history -> 40
amath -> 33

my worst ever!!! T.T
hope i dont need tution.
my friends are like 'OMG
i only need 1 mark to A1!'
sigh... don wanna talk le.
actually i just updated to
let people who still care
for me know that i'm alive.

weirdly, my ma is in a good
mood despite my results...
wonder whats up wif her...
she even let me go far east
wif my mates... WEIRD!

off to watch Chobits! ^o^

p.s. ate subway today! yum!

THE END!

i'm back baby!

2006-09-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

hey hey! did anyone miss me?! -.-'''
hahaha... i've been gone for a month le!
time flies... exams are around de corner lo!
today i'll be talking about OBS!

Outward Bound Singapore!
11sept - 15sept 2006

my group was Columbus!
one for all-all for one!!!
let me introduce my team mates:
from Henderson Sec we have
1. Anita
2. JianBao
3. Ryan
4. Swee Mun
from Serangoon Sec we have
5. JaiXuan
6. Juraimi
7. Renie
8. Shafik
from Tanjong Katong we have
9. Daniel
10. Jiamin
11. Natasha
12. Terence
lastly from Zhonghua we have
13. Chia How
14. Manfred
15. Richmond
16. me!

my 1st thought was: THE HELL! i'm de only girl of ZHSS T.T
but it was cool coz everyone was pretty friendly! ^o^
i got along best wif de henderson people esp wif jianbao who became my 'laogong'...
hahaha...

1st we picked our i.c.s
natasha-food ic
jiamin-water ic
ryan-trash ic
jianbao-store ic
chiahow-campsite ic
shafik-day ic
cant rmb le...

anyway 1st day we learnt belaying, pitching tent and cooking.
i couldnt slp so anita & i went to talk wif ryan & JB.
blahblahblah... den it was morning

2nd day. we had to unpitch & clear our campsite.
den we carried dis bloody heavy bag! to another campsite
& we did kayaking. my partner was jianbao.
we learnt to capsize & i knocked my head twice T.T
after kayaking we did high elements.
the sole of my stupid shoe dropped off... -.-'''
anyway i tried de higher obstacle. FUN! ^o^
at night we pitched our tent on an ant infested land.
GROSS!!! still cant slp...

3rd day. land expedition.
we had to carry that BLOODY HEAVY BAG to somewhere.
our group was de only one that walked in mud... -.-
anita threw away her soiled white pants.
jianbao & jiamin was attacked by de evil thorns!
so poor thing lor... seriously de bag is damn heavy.
i hated dis day de most!!!
almost died carrying it lor...
but oso no choice.
finally we got to our destination
and de bag is FINALLY off my shoulders!
wahaha... ^o^
helped to cook dinner while others pitched tents.
we had centry duty... zzz...
tiring day but i stayed up talking to JiaXuan.

4th day. sea expedition.
we went kayaking for around 8hours.
chiahow did a great job looking after de seasick people.
he was so cool sia!!! i didnt think he could be so amazing!
hahaha...
i didnt get seasick though our kayak was half full at the end...
i love this day de best but i was burnt pretty bad.
dinner was heavenly!!! hahaha...
chiahow cooked a special Italian Cream Pasta!
yummy! hahaha...
we washed up everything and went to slp...
cant really slp becoz someone snored... -.-
and...

5th day.
the last day Columbus was together. T.T
we threw a stone into de sea and shouted something we wanna do.
we slacked for a few hours den took photos, exchange numbers etc
den we bought stuff from de souvenior shop and de end.
we went our separate ways. back to our lives.

some nicknames i've got since obs:
chao tah
bao qing tian
brownie
black
dark green?!!
nigga
bangla

and my friend couldnt see me when the light is off... -.-'
but i'm getting fairer le lar...
thank goodness!!!

THE END!

booyaka!

2006-08-08T15:49:00.000+08:00

booyaka!
today is cross-country
day for my school! got
a silver medal for
team event. there was
something i wasnt too
happy about but winning
was surprising. there
was this girl that wasnt
from my school who ask me to stop screaming
but i wasnt screaming, i was calling my friend
who happens to be deaf. it isnt my fault...
hmph! whatever to her!
anyway yesterday i went for the teachers day
audition and my class got in so... YAY!
we rock! hahaha... and i am the lead dancer
so this is really cool! heeheehee...
but because of the dance, i got this HUGE
bruise on my left knee... T.T
so excited >.<
hope it'll be fun!!!
i'll end here, going to play neopets..
or maybe sleep...

THE END

August Fool

2006-08-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

finally i am back! hahaha...
was so busy last week.
got tests everyday...
den the teachers not happy...
never mind. got my chinese
results back. 43/50! ^.^
ex-higher chinese pupil.
musnt do bad in chinese wor!
heeheehee...

bought a few things over the week
1)Kingdom Hearts:Chain of Memories GBA game
2)Zoro collar pin! so cute!!! ^.^
3)Final Fantasy:Crystal Chronicles comic

the game is so fun! i'm
quite addicted to it le! -.-
i love de zoro pin!!! it is
on my pencilbox...
sooooo cuuuute! ^.^
ZORO ROCKS!!! hahaha...
have not started reading the
comics yet. no time... T.T

tomorrow is SEXY'S daughter's
birthday! but cant celebrate
wif her cause of CO! T.T
maybe we'll go out on saturday?

anyway today was so tiring...
so good to take a bath! if
only we could bathe in school...
den i would be able to pay
more attention lor...
i wouldn't mind staying in
school for a long time if
i could bathe. hahaha...
it would be fun to have everone
bathing together in public...
but not naked lar...
there are too many people i
wouldn't want to see naked!
>.<
enough of my blabberings.
i'm off to do something useful.
TTFN!

THE END

weird...

2006-07-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

good day people! i am feeling...
quite happy actually
lots of weird things happened today.
was supposed to meet my friends
for flag day but...
i left home late -.-
so i did by myself for a while
in Bishan, den went to Bugis
to find my friend.
had a first time encounter there...
but Bugis wasnt a good place to get donaions,
so we went to ToaPayoh.
met a mad man there... T.T
he talk very fast...
he said i was pretty [in chinese]
den he waved to me and
went down the escalator,
which he den wanted to shake
hands wif my friend,
saying something like wanting to be friends?
den he came up again and did a
cat call? [a high pitch sound]
den i turn and he waved to me.
i was so spooked that i went
down to find my friend. T.T
stupid guy!!!
scare the hell outta me.

anyway i am now waiting for my sis to come back
she has my dinner!!!
i'm starving le! T.T
den i'll go watch pokemon,
which my ma taped for me!
^.^ so nice of her!
heeheehee...

THE END

happy!

2006-07-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

today was so fun!
saw a primary school friend!
he came to my school to attend
some 'event' my school was holding.
i was like O.O when i saw him.
hahaha... -.-
lesson time was great!
i was laughing the whole day! ^.^
so happy!!!
my A math test got 17/20!!!
heeheehee...
i even got a photo of *er herm*!
it is in my wallet now!!!
everytime i feel T.T i will just
look at it den i will be ^.^
i think this chocobo layout is nice!
matches my happy mood!
gonna sleep le!

good night sleep tight
don let the bed bugs bite!

THE END

i'm back!!!

2006-07-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!
hahaha...
today's e math test was rather easy
if i may say. ^.^
went to watch POTC on friday
that show totally rocked!!!
needless to say Johnny Depp
made me drool till the cinema flooded
hahaha...
i'm so in love wif him!
sigh... <3
love is in the air!!!
did cip yesterday...
went to J8 to ask for donations
den i fell... T.T
so embarrassing... T.T
and my leg hurts... T.T
and i injured my hand... T.T
den i came home and slept...
had a weird dream...
but not going into details...
heehee... ^.^
designing some skins...
i'll be back soon!

THE END

OMG!

2006-07-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

OMG! i am the treasurer of CO! hahaha...
cant believe it! ^.^
lost today's debate... kinda feel like its my fault...
hmmm... T.T
tomorrow must return to school for MOE Excel day...
hope it will be fun... lucky i'm going at 2pm.
den i can sleep and watch Pokemon!
took my weight on thursday for PE,
my weight is... 54kg!
taking my height next week!
so excited >.<
hahaha...
think i'm gonna watch Advent Children again!
Reno! Vincent! here i come!!! <3

THE END

depression

2006-07-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

had a sudden depression today...
wanted to give up studying...
did not feel better UNTIL...
i met with my [nope! not SEXY]
Cello mates!!!
Bwahahahahaha... ^.^
ate lunch with them then my mood lightened up!
eating was fun!
kept laughing...
lucky never choke >.<
then we went for cello practice.
was okay until i suddenly went crazy
and aced my 'test'!
which means i can go home!
but i stayed to help my juniors...
the first guy i taught mastered it
and went home too! den i taught another
girl... but not successful lar...
anyway the practice ended at 6.30pm
and i helped my teacher to lock the door,
when actually i could have left an hour ago.

anyway this friday got debate! and i am participating!

THE END

1st day

2006-06-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of school for the second semester.
hmm... change of timetable... will they change again?
not sure... creating a timetable now... maybe i'll post it out later. MAYBE...
today went okay, i guess... although the teachers start
giving out homework le. and this week got chem test.
still haven prepare for Be Yourself Day... i dont wear
clothes when i'm myself lor... hahaha... -.-'''
don feel like typing le. must finish my timetable den
go watch superband. that's all for today!

THE END